A Summer in a Canyon: A California StoryWiggin, Kate Douglas Smith
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A Summer in a Canyon: A California Story
Wiggin, Kate Douglas Smith
California -- Fiction
Polly’s tears fell fast on the dear little notes, which she kissed again
and again, and tucked under her pillow to bring her sleep. ‘Elsie knows
something,’ she thought, ‘but how? she knows that I’m in trouble and that
I’ve done wrong, or she wouldn’t have said that about not being able to
turn a bad pumpkin into a beautiful gold coach; but perhaps she can get
Aunt Truth to forgive me and try me again. Unless she can do it, it will
never come to pass, for I haven’t the courage to ask her. I would rather
run away early in the morning and go home than have her look at me again
as she did to-day. Oh! what shall I do?’ and Polly went down on her
knees beside the rough couch, and sobbed her heart out in a childish
prayer for help and comfort. It was just the prayer of a little child
telling a sorrowful story; because it is when we are alone and in trouble
that the unknown and mysterious God seems to us most like a Father, and
we throw ourselves into the arms of His love like helpless children, and
tell Him our secret thoughts and griefs.
‘Dear Father in heaven,’ she sobbed, ‘don’t forgive me if I ought not to
be forgiven, but please make Aunt Truth feel how sorry I am, and show me
whether I ought to tell what made me so angry, though it’s no excuse.
Bless and keep my darling patient little mother, and help me to grow more
like her, and braver and stronger too, so that I can take care of her
soon, and she needn’t work hard any longer. Please forgive me for hating
some things in my life as much as I do, and I will try and like them
better; but I think—yes, I know—that I am full of wicked pride; and oh,
it seems as if I could never, never get over wanting to live in a pretty
house, and wear pretty dresses, and have my mother live like Bell’s and
Margery’s. And oh, if Thou canst only forgive me for hating boarders so
dreadfully, and being ashamed of them every minute, I will try and like
them better and tell everybody that we take them—I will indeed; and if I
can only once make Aunt Truth love and trust me again, I will make the
boarders’ beds and dust their rooms for ever without grumbling. Please,
dear Father in heaven, remember that I haven’t any father to love me or
to teach me to be good; and though mamma does her best, please help her
to make something out of me if it can be done. Amen.’
‘Truth,’ said Mrs. Howard, when all was quiet about the camp, ‘Elsie
wants to see you a moment before she goes to sleep. Will you go to her
tent, while I play a game of cribbage with Dr. Paul?’
Elsie looked like a blossom in all the beautiful greenness of her tent,
with her yellow head coming out from above the greens and browns of the
cretonne bed-cover for all the world like a daffodil pushing its way up
through the mould towards the spring sunshine.
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