Medicine, Military; World War, 1914-1918 -- Personal narratives, Canadian
We went up the two flights of stairs, and
reaching the waiting room found some thirty or
forty people ahead of us. We took our place
in the line to await our turn, which meant a
delay of an hour or two. As the people waited
conversation was quite free, as was also
criticism of the consulate for not having more help
at a time of pressure such as the present. The
lady whom I had shown up was next to me in
the line. She looked upon me as an American
compatriot, for she was from New York, and
apparently felt quite safe in carrying on a
conversation with a stranger in a strange city.
She mentioned that she was on her way back
from Spain to England.
"Spain," I said in some surprise. "Might
I be curious enough to ask why a young woman
like yourself should be traveling in Spain in
times like the present?"
"Oh, I'm a eugenist," she replied readily,
"and I have been in Spain studying the
effects of the war on the Spanish people in
relation to eugenics for a book I am preparing
for publication. I am going to spend some
time in London, in the British Museum,
looking up some data to complete my manuscript." And
then quite voluntarily she went on to criticize
the majority of all the cherished institutions
of society, and as she became more enthusiastic
her criticisms became more free, more
radical, almost nihilistic. She ended in a
tirade against civilization as we know it, not
by any means becoming at all boisterous, but
simply youthfully animated in her fault-finding
with the world in general.
I could hardly believe my ears. Here was
a pretty American woman of thirty, highly
educated, whose outlook on life was more
nihilistic than that of the most extreme German
socialist. But finally she capped the climax
by telling me frankly that she was an
anarchist; had taken part in two anarchistic plots
in Italy; and promised me that the next ruler
who was going to pay the death penalty for his
tyranny was King Alfonso of Spain. Beginning
to feel certain that she was "ragging" me,
I asked her jokingly if she expected me to
believe her.
"Does it sound like something that a young
woman would claim were it untrue?" she asked,
and I was forced to admit that it did not. "I
will tell you something further," she continued,
"I dare not return to New York at the present
time or I should be put in jail. For the last
time I was there I was jailed for some of my
writings. I obtained my freedom on bail of
three thousand dollars, and, hearing that I was
to be railroaded to prison, I jumped it."
"Why do you tell a stranger like myself
this story?" I asked. "How do you know that
I am not going to report you to the police?"
"I know you are not going to report me to
the police," she answered coolly, "because if
you did I would shoot you."
"Do you carry much of your artillery on
your person?" I asked, laughing. And seeing
that I was taking it all as a joke, she joined
in the laugh.
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