A Tar-Heel BaronSmith, Mabell S. C. (Mabell Shippie Clarke)
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A Tar-Heel Baron
Smith, Mabell S. C. (Mabell Shippie Clarke)
Mountain life -- Fiction; North Carolina -- Fiction
Her first feeling--the instinct that comes before thought--was one of
pleasure; he had cared enough to do that. But quick upon it came the
cry of wounded pride. She found von Rittenheim at her side, and turned
upon him fiercely.
"How dare you?" she cried, in an undertone. "How dare you do such a
thing? You know I never have given any man my picture,--once I told you
so,--and you have made this a picture of me alone. You, who----"
She broke off, choking, but she had enough voice to add,--
"But it is like you, it is like you!" as she tore the card into bits
and flung it into the fireplace.
Friedrich stooped involuntarily to catch the falling fragments, but he
saw at once the foolishness of his movement, and desisted. He said
nothing, and Sydney, made ashamed of her tirade by his silence, as she
would not have been by any words, at last looked up at him. The
expression on his face was so hopeless, so unutterably sad, that she,
in her turn, stood silent.
"Could you not have left me that?" he whispered, hoarsely.
Sydney was held by the inexplicable bond of his mute pain. A sense of
comprehension went through her, and with it a thrill of happiness. It
might be that after all--yes, it _must_ be that he had not been
trifling with her, that he had cared, that he was suffering as she
herself was suffering. And if so, how rewarded was her sacrifice! Her
love had been strong enough to make her willing that he should love
another woman, if his happiness lay in so doing. Her reward came in the
knowledge that after all his love was hers--that he was sharing her
sacrifice. _Why_ this was she did not understand; she only felt sure
that she was right, and she gloried in it. Then, woman-like, she
reproached herself for the moments when she had cheapened her
renunciation by the suspicion that he had been flirting with her.
Friedrich stood beside her, his left hand clutching his heart. He felt
as if, in destroying that picture, so often gazed at through clouds of
meditative smoke, so often kissed, she had done him a physical injury.
Through his coat he pinched hard her little handkerchief, which always
rested over his heart, lest she should divine its presence, and in some
way tear that from him, too. His suffering was so great that he did not
follow her change of expression, but his fingers felt hers touch them
ever so fleetingly, and her whisper came to his ears,--
"Forgive me. I think I understand now."
Across the room came Hilda, who never could stay away from Friedrich
many minutes, in spite of Wendell's efforts to interest her; and
Wendell himself, following her reluctantly only when her progress
brought him near von Rittenheim; and Bob, never truly happy except near
Sydney. There was laughing and talking, in which Friedrich and Sydney
heard themselves taking part, and wondered how it could be.
"Also we br-rought you an invitation," said Hilda, "as well as our so
interesting selves."
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