fiery surging of hot blood through heart and brain, in a sudden impulse
that calls in a mighty voice for the deed to be done--and it is done.
As I stood under the trees, Hermione, the sunlight grew blood-red. The
girl, in her weak, shrill voice, finished her tale. She had given me
every detail of the forgery and the fraud. When her voice ceased, it
was as though some cord had snapped suddenly in my brain, and I turned
away. ‘You will not forget your promises, Sir Ronald?’ she said. ‘No;
I will not forget them.’ And as I walked from the oak trees I kept
repeating to myself those words, ‘I will not forget them!’
“Was I mad? Only God knows. I can remember that every beat of my
pulse sent a burning thrill through me, that the beating of my heart
seemed to come to me as a hot, heavy sound. Hermione, do you remember?
Oh! sweet wife, how it pains me to look across the gulf of years,
the sweet, sinless happy years; do you remember that one evening at
Leeholme Park? You showed some curiosities that your cousin had brought
from abroad with him. Amongst them was a small, sharp, bright, pointed
Grecian dagger, an antique of great value, with a jeweled handle--one
which Grecian ladies wore as a toy, which had, without doubt, been used
in many a deathblow. I took it up in my hands to admire it, and you
gave it to me, asking me with a smile never to let your cousin know, or
he would be jealous.
“It must have been fate that led me that morning to the little drawer,
where I kept all my souvenirs of you. This lay amongst them, and I
saw that one of the rubies was missing from the handle. I had some
intention of going over to Leeholme that day, so I put it in my pocket,
thinking that I would call at a jeweler’s and have it replaced. I wish
it had not been so, Hermione. Had not that weapon been in my hands, the
deed would not have been done. I walked on with the same hot surging
through heart and brain, this same dull roaring, as of distant cannon
in my ears, and the sunlight was all red. It came to me like a picture
in a red frame. I saw a lake--clear, cool, deep, dark water--with green
boughs bending over it. One bough was swinging to and fro in the wind,
and on it sat a little bird singing sweet, jubilant notes. Clarice sat
underneath the tree. She looked so white and cool in the midst of the
hot sunlight, and the mad, red wildfire that danced before my eyes. She
was smiling--looking at the water and smiling as though her thoughts
were happy ones.
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