“No,” he replied; “I cannot, in truth, say that it has.”
Her face flushed warmly.
“Then, if I were you, I should be ashamed to say so. You are the first
Alden who has found life empty, I should imagine.”
“I did not say it was empty, Clarice; I merely say nothing in it
interests me.”
She knelt down by his side, and clasped her white hands round his arm.
“You must unsay that, Ronald. There is one interest left--you love me.
You cannot turn from me and say no. You could not be so cruel. Love
must win love, and, my husband, I love you.”
He made no reply, and she kissed his hands as they lay listless in her
warm clasp. If he had told her the truth, it would have been that her
love for him was one of his greatest burdens; but he had the grace to
keep silent.
“Will you give up Aldenmere for a time?” she asked. “Let us go abroad.”
“No; I am tired of the Continent,” he replied.
“And you do not care for the sea. London has no charm for you. Oh,
Ronald, what can I do for you to make your life brighter?”
He looked at her beautiful face, and hated himself with fierce loathing
for the word that rose to his lips. It was “Die!” She could do nothing
for him but that--die, and leave him free to marry his only love. Then
quick, keen remorse seized him, and he kissed her white brow.
“You are very patient with me, Clarice,” he said humbly, “and I do not
deserve your love.”
He wondered to himself at times if the old stories he had read of men
being given over to the power of a demon were true. Could it be that he
was so given over? Was this perverse demon of unhappy love sent to him
as a scourge? He brooded over such thoughts and ideas until the wonder
is he did not go mad.
He did not meet Lady Hermione again. She was careful; and he had
no wish to renew the terrible pain of parting. He dwelt upon one
thought--she would come to him when he lay dying, and not before.
So time passed, day after day finding him more gloomy, more wretched
and unhappy. Then came the tragedy that startled all England--the
murder of the beautiful and unfortunate Lady Clarice--the murder that
was in itself a mystery, and remained one.
After that Sir Ronald shut himself up in seclusion and retirement. Many
people thought he would leave the scene of the tragedy, and go from
Aldenmere, but he did not. He was the ghost of his former self, the
wreck of the proud, handsome man, who but a few short years since, had
been the bravest wooer in the countryside. People said he would never
survive his wife’s death; that the shock of it would be fatal to him.
Those who loved him best had no more cheerful prophesy than that he
would in all probability linger in his gloomy seclusion a few months
longer, then die.
Even Kenelm Eyrle, who had never pardoned him for his marriage, who
believed that he had deliberately won Clarice from him, relented now.
It was no common grief that brought so proud a man low; no common
sorrow that prostrated him.
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