“I can hardly tell; I should say she repented what she thought the need
for killing him. Oh, Ronald, you are making me defend murder.”
“No, I am not; I simply say there are some murders of which I am sure
men never repent. Therefore the life you give them would be mistaken
clemency. If a life must be paid for a life, let the forfeit be laid
down at once.”
She was looking at him with wondering eyes.
“Why, Ronald, how much you have thought of these things; you have
studied them.”
“Yes,” he replied, quietly, “for many months after Clarice died I
thought of nothing else. Men cannot judge as God can; we only see
one-half, not always that, even that half not always clearly. Men know
a crime has been committed; they do not know what has led up to it; the
hidden motives, the great provocations, who knows anything of those
save God himself?”
“But, Ronald,” she said, “surely you are defending crime! Darling, you
are speaking without weighing your words. You do not believe that any
amount of provocation can excuse murder?”
As she asked the question a dead silence fell on them. The whisper of
the winds, the music of the birds, the ripple of the fountains, seemed
to grow strangely hushed, as though every sweet impulse of nature
waited to hear what he would say.
“You do not answer me,” she said, “yet, Ronald, my question is so
plain. Do you think anything, any provocation, can excuse murder?”
Again the strange silence--in after years it returned to her--and she
knew it had been more eloquent than any words.
“I cannot answer you,” he replied, after a time. “I have thought of it,
but my mind has never been quite clear. Yes, I think some provocation,
some treachery so great as to excuse murder.”
“Oh, Ronald, that is a dangerous doctrine.”
“Suppose,” he said, “I had lived in India at the time of the mutiny,
and I had found some black fiend with his hand on your throat, or with
my baby’s golden head just cloven in twain, I would have slain him with
less remorse than I crush this leaf between my fingers.”
“But that,” she argued, “would be self-defence, not murder. Murder
seems to me to be the cowardly death that creeps in silence, in
treachery, and darkness--that sends the victim’s soul, with one
horrible pang, straight into the presence of its Maker! Oh, Ronald, why
are we speaking of such things? Poor Clarice! it seems to me I have
never realized her terrible fate until now.”
Sir Ronald rose from his seat.
“Look how we have saddened the children, Hermione. Here is Harry, grave
as a judge, and little Clare getting ready to cry. My darling, let the
dead past be. Let us live in the sunny present.”
“It was Kenelm’s fault,” she said, half apologetically, “not mine.
How strangely we have been talking! Every morning and night, when the
little ones say their prayers, I shall make them add: ‘Please, God,
teach those who suffer to forget.’”
“Papa,” cried a childish voice, “you said I should ride to-day.”
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