"I cannot think," he said, "what has come between us. I have the strange
impression that certain things in me irritate him, unnerve him,
displease him.--He is vexed with me about trifles that he would not even
have noticed formerly; as, for example, my friendship with Corancez.
Would you believe it? He reproached me yesterday for having witnessed
the ceremony at Genoa, as though it were a crime.--And all because we
met poor Marius and his wife in the train at Golfe Juan yesterday!
"'Our nest is built there,' Corancez said to me, adding--these were his
very words--that 'the bomb was going to explode,' meaning that Andryana
was going to speak to her brother.--I told the story to Olivier to amuse
him, and he flew into a temper, going so far as to talk of its being
'blackmail,' as though one could blackmail that abominable creature
Navagero!--I replied to him, and he answered me.--You cannot imagine in
what terms he spoke to me about myself, about the danger that I ran in
frequenting the society of this place, of the unhappiness my change of
tastes and ideas gave him.--He could not have talked more seriously had
Cannes been tenanted by a gang of thieves who wished to enroll me in
their ranks.--It is inexplicable, but the fact remains. He is pained,
wounded, uneasy because I am happy here. Can you understand such madness
in a friend whom I love so sincerely, who loves me so tenderly?"
"That is the very reason why you must not feel angry," replied Ely.
"When one suffers, one is unjust. And he is unhappy in his married life.
It is so hard to have made a mistake in that way."
She spoke in this way, prompted by a natural jealousy. Her passionate,
ungovernable nature was too proud, too noble to employ the method of
secretly poisoning the mind of husband or lover against friendships that
are disliked, a method that wives and mistresses exercise with a sure
and criminal knowledge. But to herself she said:--
"Olivier has discovered that Pierre loves some one. Does he suspect that
it is I?"
The reply to the question was not a doubtful one. Ely had too often
noticed, when in Rome, the next to infallible perspicacity displayed by
Olivier in laying bare the hidden workings of the love intrigues going
on all around them. Although she continued, in spite of all, to hope in
his honor, she dreaded, with a terror that became daily more intense,
the moment when she would acquire the certitude that he knew. These two
beings began to draw closer together by means of Hautefeuille, began to
measure each other's strength, to penetrate each other's minds, even
before the inevitable shock precipitated them into open conflict.
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