"You wished to see me? I might have refused to receive you, for I have
that right. But I would not exercise it.--Still, I beg you to remember
that this interview is hideously painful to me. Whatever you have to
tell me, say it without a word that can increase my suffering, if it is
possible.--You see, I have neither hostility, bitterness, nor distrust
for you. Spare me any insinuations, any sarcasm, any cruelty.--It is all
I ask, and it is my right."
She spoke with a simple dignity that astonished Olivier. He no longer
noticed the air of defiance that formerly used to exasperate him with
her. From the moment he entered the salon he had been struck by a change
in the character of her beauty. Her countenance was always the same,
with its noble, pure outline, with its delicate and proud features, lit
up by those fathomless eyes, so charming with their touching
languorousness. But there was no longer that mobile curious expression,
that look of unquiet yearning there used to be imprinted on it.
This sensation was, however, too vague to impress her old lover, to
change his hostility into tenderness. He had brooded over one idea too
intensely during the last week, and an anger that was hardly restrained
betrayed itself in his voice as he replied:--
"I will try to obey you, madame! Still, in order that the interview that
I asked for may be understood, I shall have to say some things that you
might perhaps wish unspoken."
"Say them," she said, interrupting him. "All that I ask is that you
should not add anything that is not distinctly necessary."
"I will be very brief," said Olivier.
There was a moment's silence. Then, in a still more bitter tone, he
said:--
"Do you remember about two years ago in Rome, at the Palazzo
Savorelli,--you see I am being exact,--a young man being presented to
you, a young man who did not even think about you, and with whom you
were--How can I describe it without wounding you?"
"Say at once that I coquetted with him," Ely again interrupted, "and
that I tried to make him love It is the truth."
"Since you have such a good memory," went on Olivier, "you surely
recollect that these coquetries went so far that the young man became
your lover."
What a shudder of horror shot through Ely, making her eyelids tremble
with pain, as he accentuated the word with the cruelty that she had
prayed him to spare her!
He continued remorselessly:--
"You remember also that this love was a very miserable one. The man was
sensitive, suspicious, jealous. He had suffered very much in his life. A
woman who loved him truly would have had but one thought,--to lull to
slumber the horrible malady of distrust that raged in him. You did just
the opposite. Close your eyes and look back in memory to a certain ball
at the Countess Steno's, and that young man in the corner of the salon
and you dancing--with whom?"
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