"And you admit it!" he cried; "calmly, frankly, you admit it? You do not
see how infamous, how abominable, monstrous your vengeance is? Think of
it; you take a being such as he is, pure, youthful, delicate, one
incapable of distrust, one all simplicity, all innocence, and you make
him love you at the risk of destroying him, of ruining his soul
forever.--And for what?--To satisfy the miserable spite of a flirt angry
at being deserted.--Even his freshness and nobility of soul did not make
you hesitate. Did you never think that to deceive such a defenceless
creature was infamous? Did you never think of what you were destroying
in his soul? Knowing as you did the friendship that bound him to me, if
there had been a spark of--I will not say nobility--a spark of humanity
in your heart, you must have recoiled from this crime, from the
loathsome infamy of soiling, of ravishing him from his noble, beautiful
affection, to give him in exchange a frivolous _liaison_ of a few days,
just long enough for you to find amusement in the vileness of your
caprice!--He had done nothing to you! He had not deserted you! He had
not married another!--Oh, God! What a cowardly, loathsome
vengeance.--But at any rate I cry in your face that it was cowardly,
cowardly, cowardly!"
Ely sprang to her feet as her implacable enemy flung the insulting words
in her face. Her eyes were fixed on Olivier with a regard in which there
was no anger or revulsion of feeling under his affront. Her eyes even
seemed to have an expression of calmness in their sincerity. She took a
few steps toward the young man and put her hand on his arm--the arm that
menaced her--with a gesture so gentle, and at the same time so firm,
that Olivier stopped speaking. And she began to reply to him in a tone
of voice that he did not recognize. It was so simple, so human, that it
was impossible to doubt the sincerity of her words. Her heart was really
disclosed before him. He felt that her words penetrated to the very
centre of his inner nature. He loved this woman more than he knew
himself. He had sought, without being able to create it, to call into
being exactly what he now saw in the woman whose beauty he idolized. The
soul that he saw shining through her tender, sad eyes, the passionate,
shy, ardent soul, capable of the greatest, the most complete, sacrifice
to love, was what he had divined to exist in her, what he had pursued
without ever capturing, what he had longed for and had never possessed
in spite of all their caresses, of all the violence and brutality of his
jealousy! Her real nature had been awakened by another! And that other
was his dearest friend!--He listened to Ely, for she was now speaking.
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