"Yes, you must be suffering, Pierre, to speak to me in that way--me,
your old companion, your friend! your brother--I a Judas? I a
traitor?--Look me in the face. You have insulted me, threatened
me--almost struck me--and you see I have no feeling in my heart for you
except the friendship that is as tender, as sentient as it was
yesterday, as it was a year, ten years, twenty years ago! I have played
with you?--I have deceived you?--No, you cannot think that, you do not
believe it!--You know well enough that our friendship is not dead, that
it cannot die!--And all"--here his voice became agitated and
bitter--"because of a woman!--A woman has come between us, and you have
forgotten all, you have renounced all.--Ah! Pierre, arouse yourself, I
implore you; tell me that you only spoke in your anger; tell me that you
still care for me, that you still believe in our friendship. I ask it in
the name of our childhood, of those innocent moments when we met and
mourned because we were not really brothers. Is there a single
recollection of that time with which I am not connected?--To efface you
from my life would be to destroy all my past, all that part of it that I
turn to with pride, that I contemplate when I want to free myself from
the vileness of the present!--For God's sake, remember our youth and all
that it held of good and noble and pure affection. In 1870, the day
after Sedan, when you wanted to enlist, you came to seek me, do you
recollect? And you found me going off to your house. Do you remember the
embrace that drew us heart to heart? Ah! if any one had told us that a
day would arrive when you would call me traitor, that you would call me,
by whose side you wanted to die, a Judas; with what confidence we should
have replied, 'Impossible!' And do you remember the snowy night in the
forest of Chagey, toward the end, when we learned that all was lost,
that the army was entering Switzerland and that on the morrow we had to
give up our arms? And have you forgotten our oath, that if ever we had
to fight again, we would be together, shoulder to shoulder, heart to
heart, in the same line?--Suppose the hour should come, what would you
do without me?--Ah, you are looking at me again, you understand me, you
feel with me.--Come to my arms, Pierre, as on that third of
September, now more than ten years ago, and yet it seems like
yesterday.--Everything else in this life may fail us, but not our
friendship.--Everything else is passion, sensual, delirium, but that
feeling is our heart, that friendship is our very being!"
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