"You're a queer one," she said, with a hard laugh. "I never met anybody
like you before. You're religious, aren't you?"
"I don't know: I should like to be," said Janetta, soberly.
"That's the queerest thing you've said yet. And all you religious people
look down on folks like me."
"Then I'm not religious, for I don't look down on folks like you at
all," said Janetta, calmly adopting Mrs. Brand's vocabulary.
"Well, you ought to. I'm not a very good sort myself."
Janetta smiled, but made no other answer: And presently Juliet Brand
remarked--
"I dare say I'm not so bad as some people, but I've never been a saint,
you know. And the day I came here I was in an awful temper. I struck
you, didn't I?"
"Oh, never mind that," said Janetta, hastily. "You were tired: you
hardly knew what you were doing."
"Yes, I did," said Mrs. Brand. "I knew perfectly well. But I hated you,
because you lived here and had care of Julian. I had heard all about you
at Beaminster, you see. And people said that you would probably marry
Wyvis when he came home again. Oh, I've made you blush, have I? It was
true then?"
"Not at all; and you have no right to say so."
"Don't be angry, my dear. I don't want to vex you. But it looks to me
rather as though----Well, we won't say any more about it since it vexes
you. I shan't trouble you long, most likely, and then Wyvis can do as he
pleases. But you see it was that thought that maddened me when I came
here, and I felt as if I'd like to fall upon you and tear you limb from
limb. So I struck you on the face when you tried to thwart me."
"But--I don't understand," said Janetta, tremulously. "I thought you did
not--_love_--Wyvis."
Mrs. Brand laughed. "Not in your way," she said in an enigmatic tone.
"But a woman can hate a man and be jealous of him too. And I was jealous
of you, and struck you. And in return for that you've nursed me night
and day, and waited on me, until you're nearly worn out, and the doctor
says I owe my life to you. Don't you think I'm right when I say you're a
queer one?"
"It would be very odd if I neglected you when you were ill just because
of a moment of passion on your part," said Janetta, rather stiffly. It
was difficult to her to be perfectly natural just then.
"Would it? Some people wouldn't say so. But come--you say I don't love
Wyvis?"
"I thought so--certainly."
"Well, look here," said Wyvis' wife. "I'll tell you something. Wyvis was
tired of me before ever he married me. I soon found that out. And you
think I should be caring for him then? Not I. But there _was_ a time
when I would have kissed the very ground he walked on. But he never
cared for me like that."
"Then--why----".
"Why did he marry me? Chiefly because his old fool of a mother egged him
on. She should have let us alone."
"Did she want him to marry you?" said Janetta, in some amaze.
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