So one morning, before Annie was awake, he stole into her room with
elaborately clumsy movements expressive of his intention not to
make the least noise, all ready for his journey, except that he was
without his boots--he had left them outside the door for fear of their
creaking. He stood looking at her wistfully for a few minutes, and then
crept close to the bed and softly kissed her. She did not move or wake.
Then he took out of his pocket a letter, directed, rather quaintly, to
“Mrs. Harold Braithwaite, Garstone Grange, Lancashire.” He had first
written outside it simply, “Annie;” but then it had occurred to him
that the dignity of the offended husband required the full title. This
letter he tucked gently under her shoulder, as he did not want anybody
else to see it. Then, with another kiss and the murmur, “She doesn’t
deserve it--I’m blessed if she does!” he left the room.
When he got outside the door, he hesitated a moment.
“Wonder if it would hurt her to wake her? She might just say good-bye.
Oh, well, it is only for a fortnight!” and he put on his boots and went
down-stairs.
Only a fortnight--so he thought!
When Annie woke that morning, she found the letter. It was badly
written, strangely spelled, not punctuated at all, an authentic
uninspired document evidently:
“MY DEAR ANNIE,--I ought not to have to write to you at all as a
husband ought to see his wife whenever he likes and she ought to
think it a compliment but you are ill though I believe you are nearly
well now and I say no more. You don’t know how sorry I am about it
all or you would be kinder for I can not ride or sleep or do anything
hardly for thinking of you. Then all say I am silly to go on like
this just for a woman and I dare say they are right in the abstrackt
but they don’t know how much a man feels this sort of tretment until
they are married themselves which I hope they won’t be till they are
older than you and me for a man should not marry until five-and-twenty
I am sure of that now. I do not say that to reproach you for it was
not your fault, and it is nearly as bad for you as for me and it will
all be different in a fortnight when I come back for I will be very
gentle and kind to you and I want you to promise that you won’t say
any more about it nor throw it in my face afterward when you are angry
with me and that you won’t always be so dredfully quiet before people
as if you were afraid of me. I know I am not good enough for you and
everybody is always telling me so and it is not at all a pleasant
thing for a fellow and I think if you were a little less good it would
be better. I would as soon you gave me a slap in the face than obey me
in the way you do like a statue or a martyr which you are not. Don’t
think I want to say hard things to you for everybody will tell you
how wretched I have been and I will say a lot more to you when I see
you but now as the dog-cart is round and I have not had my breakfast
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