“MY DEAR ANNIE,--I thought you were never going to keep your promise
and write to me after all, and you haven’t told me much now you do
write to me. For I want to know ever so much more than you say. You
need not be afraid of anybody seeing your letter. For when I got it
at Moss’ I took it straight back and down to the willow-pond. I read
it, and fastened it under the lining of my hunting-cap. So its all
rigt. There was a shindy when they new you were gone. George went to
your aunt and first he scolded mother and Lil and said they ought to
be ashamed of themselves and your aunt dident know where you were.
And Harry you should have seen him go on. You would have thought he
was a good husbend and you a bad wife if you heard him. He had been
to London and sold his hunting-wach and bougt you a dimand ring which
I think you would have liked but of course you were write to go away
and I said so and he punched my head and I punched him back. So he
dident get much good by his interferring with me. They thought I new
where you were and I said if they thought I did they migt just try to
make me say thats all. So they lissened to reason and Harry drinks
more than ever he is as bad as Wilfred evry bit. And he is allways
hanging about Green’s forge now. Susan Greens come back a pretty thing
for a man married like he is now. I only tell you this becos I think
you ought to know being his wife which is a great pity. They none of
them know you will never come back except Lil who says you wont and
that makes George very angry and one evening made Harry cry like a
great baby insted of trying to find you. The place is beesly now you
are gone and if I wasent going to uncle Geralds in Ireland I thing I
should have to come and dig you out.
“Your afecsionate brother-in-law,
“WILLIAM FITZPATRICK BRAITHWAITE.
“P.S.--If you could see the black and white rabit now I think you
would laugh for his legs are alright but so stiff that he hops bout as
if he was made of wood. Jo bit the pups tail off a fortnight ago.”
This letter made Annie thoughtful. The Rubicon was passed now; she
could not have gone back, even had she wished to do so, with what
they would have considered the contamination of the stage upon her.
But what William said about Harry caused her to ask herself for the
first time whether she had not done him wrong, whether she ought
not still to have stayed and continued coldly to fulfill her wifely
duty to the letter, whether there had not been more selfishness than
self-sacrifice in giving him back his liberty. She felt not one whit
more of affection for the drunken lad who had become the ardent admirer
of the blacksmith’s daughter, but this last fact was too significant
not to awaken her self-reproach. She felt at the bottom of her heart an
unacknowledged gladness that it was no longer in her power to go back,
and in the cares of her present life she soon forgot again those of her
past.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
Reviews
Reviews
No reviews yet
Be the first to share your thoughts on this work.
Elsewhere in the archive
Join the Discussion
Join the discussion
Sign in to leave a comment or review.
Sign InorCreate an account