A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three VolumesDickens, Mary Angela
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A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three Volumes
Dickens, Mary Angela
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Mrs. Romayne followed the two angular forms with her eyes until they
reached the entrance and disappeared. Then she swept a quick glance
round the hall. Julian was at the further end deeply absorbed in his
proceedings with Miss Newton. The Fräulein Schmitz had evidently been
unseen by him.
His mother looked at him for a moment with a strange, fixed gaze, and
then she turned her eyes away mechanically, and moved her mouth with a
little twitch as though she felt the muscles stiffening and knew that
they must not take the lines they would; there was a deadly pallor about
her mouth. At that instant Loring came up to her with a witty satirical
comment on the scene at which she was apparently gazing, and for the
next few minutes she stood there exchanging gay little observations with
him, the pallor never altering, her eyes never moving. Then quite
suddenly she turned towards him.
“I want some tea!” she said. “Take me to the refreshment place, Mr.
Loring!”
Julian was threading his way to where she stood, and though she turned
instantly in the direction of the refreshment stall, followed perforce
by Loring, she passed close to him. He stopped and said something, but
she only nodded to him and went rapidly on.
A great many other stall-holders were recruiting themselves with tea and
ices, and they were all more or less in spirits, real or affected, at
the approaching prospect of the end of their labours. Mrs. Romayne was
instantly hailed as one of a very smart group, and took her place with
eager, high-pitched gaiety. She did not go back to her stall, tea being
over, but moved about the bazaar, always with a little party in
attendance, laughing and talking. She and Julian were dining with a
large party of stall-holders at Mrs. Pomeroy’s; they were all to repair
thither direct from the bazaar, and Mrs. Romayne took a detachment in
her carriage. Only one instant of solitude came to her before the
luxurious, hilarious meal; only one instant, when the stream of
descending ladies left her behind on an upper landing. In that instant,
as if involuntarily and unconsciously to herself, the gaiety fell from
her face like a mask, leaving it haggard and ghastly. She put her
hand--it was icy cold--up to her head.
“He told me a lie!” she said to herself. “A lie! Oh, my boy!”
She was very bright and witty as she and Julian drove home together, and
the greyish whiteness which was stealing over her face was unnoticed by
her son’s careless eyes even when they stood in the well-lighted hall.
“Are you going straight up, mother?” he said. “If so, I’ll say good
night. I want a cigar.”
She paused a moment and looked at him with that indescribable tenderness
which haunted her eyes at times as they rested on him, intensified a
thousandfold.
“I’ll come and sit with you for a little while if you will have me,” she
said.
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