A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three VolumesDickens, Mary Angela
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A Valiant Ignorance; vol. 1 of 3: A Novel in Three Volumes
Dickens, Mary Angela
Fiction
Julian did not echo her laugh, nor did he make any comment on her words.
He sat with his face turned away from her, and a rather strange
expression in his eyes--an expression which was at once unformed and
mutinous. His mother could not see it, but the outline of his profile
apparently disturbed her. The anxiety in her face deepened again, mixed
this time with an expression of doubt and self-distrust. As though to
emphasize the lightness of her preceding tone, she turned the
conversation into a comment on the landscape, and took up her paper
again.
The remainder of the journey passed in total silence; and the drive home
from the station was silent, too. An arrival in London at the end of
September is not a very pleasant proceeding, unless it is approached
with considerable industry, determination, and a large stock of energy.
The butterflies of society, and, indeed, a large proportion of the bees,
have not yet returned. Those who have returned have done so under stern
compulsion to begin the winter’s work; and there is a general,
all-pervading sentiment as of the end of holidays and the beginning of
term time.
The day that had been so radiantly lovely in Norfolk had evidently been
oppressively hot and airless in town, and the general air of exhaustion
and squalor, which such circumstances are apt to produce in London, did
not help to render its appearance more attractive.
Number twenty-two, Queen Anne Street, Chelsea, itself seemed to be
touched by the general depression. The summer flowers in the
window-boxes had been taken away, and their successors were apparently
waiting for orders from the mistress of the house; and as Mrs. Romayne
and Julian entered the hall, there was that indefinable atmosphere about
the house which two months’ abandonment to even the best of servants is
apt to produce--an atmosphere which is the reverse of cheerful. There
were letters lying on the hall-table, one of which Mrs. Romayne handed
to Julian with the comment: “From Mr. Allardyce, isn’t it, Julian? Will
he be ready for you to-morrow?”
Julian’s legal studies were, in fact, to begin in earnest on the
following day; and when, the next morning, he said good-bye to his
mother and set out for the Temple, she followed him to the door with a
laughing “Good speed.” That, at least, was her ostensible motive, but
there was something in her face as she laid her hand on his arm as he
turned away on the doorstep which suggested that the last words she said
to him were those that she had really followed him to say.
“What time shall you be back, Julian?”
And as he answered carelessly:
“I can’t tell; not till dinner-time, I expect,” there came into her eyes
a curious shadow of yearning anxiety.
“Take care of yourself, sir!” she said lightly, and went back into the
house.
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