The year before George had found William Fairfax a delightful boyish
companion, but this year, with his new experiences, and the company of
the young officers on the _Bellona_, George unconsciously neglected
him. But William, who had a sweet and forgiving nature, showed no
ill-humor over it, and said to himself: “Never mind; when the ship goes
away, and all the visitors, George will again find me good company.”
And such was the case. On the morning that the _Bellona_ loosed her
top-sail, as a sign that she was about to trip her anchor, George
felt utterly forlorn. He wondered how he should get through the time
until he could go to Ferry Farm and, securing his mother’s consent,
join the ship before she sailed from the Chesapeake. So eager was he
that Laurence, in the goodness of his heart, had ordered, at his own
expense, George’s uniforms to be made in Alexandria, and he was given
his side-arms from the stores on board the _Bellona_. George in fancy
already saw himself Midshipman Washington. Admiral Vernon, on parting,
had said some kind words to him which sank deep in his heart. “I shall
look forward with pleasure to your joining, Mr. Washington,” he said.
“It is just such youngsters as you that we want in the navy.” George
thanked him with shining eyes.
On a bleak January day the _Bellona_ went out. George watched from the
shore as long as he could see her, and sighed as he turned back to the
house. On his way back he was joined by William Fairfax.
“George,” said William, diffidently, “I am afraid we are not as good
friends as we were last year.”
“Why?” asked George, in surprise. He had almost forgotten William’s
existence in the last few busy and exciting days, and he had felt
so immeasurably older than he that companionship seemed out of the
question.
“Because,” said William, “you do not seem to care for my company any
longer.”
George stopped, and his heart and his conscience smote him. William was
his sister’s cousin and his brother’s guest, and he had been neglected
by both George and Betty; for Betty had grown about ten years, in her
own estimation, since dancing with officers and being allowed to come
to the first table. George thought this rather ridiculous of Betty; but
was it not equally ridiculous of him to lord it over William, as if
there were twenty years between them, instead of William being actually
older than he?
“I see how it is, William,” said George, after a pause. “I dare say I
have often made a fool of myself in this last week, talking to men as
if I were their equal, and to boys of my own age as if I were a man.
But, although you may laugh at me, I do feel a great deal older in
the last two months--I suppose because I have been with men like Lord
Fairfax and Lance, and then Admiral Vernon and his officers. But if you
will be friends again with me I will promise not to treat you as I have
done, and I acknowledge it was not very gentlemanly of me.”
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