A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The lawyer saw that there was a great and terrible probability that
the course he proposed to pursue--the only one open to him--would not
be successful. A sort of intuitive feeling that it was a desperate
game, came upon him. There was a want of confidence in the
arrangement; a want of trust in his own powers to carry it out
successfully, which oppressed him. The truth was, it was what may be
termed a mixed case. He was certain of the innocence of his client,
yet he was obliged to pursue as tortuous a course as if his client had
been guilty. The combination perplexed him. Could he have met the
charge with a bold and open defence, with no concealment, with no
reserve, he would have found no difficulty. Had he only had to make
the best of a bad case by legal skill, he might have disliked the
task, without any apprehensions of the result. But now to defend a
just cause insincerely; to prove the innocence of his friend, without
showing the guilt of that friend's brother; to keep back portions of
the truth, when the whole truth, if it could be proved, was Chandos
Winslow's best defence, puzzled and cowed him.
Chandos was filled with very different feelings; and I much doubt
whether I shall be able to convey to the reader any adequate idea of
his sensations at that moment. A sort of despair had come over him--a
self-abandonment--a loss of the bright hopes and strong aspirations
which had lately supported him--a paralysation of some of the great
energies of his nature; while others--the powers of passive
endurance--seemed strengthened and acuminated. He was disinclined to
struggle further with fate. Fortune had proved so adverse, whichever
way he turned, that he hoped not for her favour; and he was unwilling
for a bare chance to expose her he loved to all the pain and grief of
a public examination in a court of justice; to the badgering of rude
second-class lawyers; and, perhaps, to insinuations which he would
rather have died himself than have brought upon her head.
After a long silence, then, he tried to explain his feelings to his
companion; said he would rather not subject Rose to such agitation and
distress; that he was ready to rest upon his own innocence, and to
endure the worst, if that did not avail him.
But the barrister shook his head. "Not so, Chandos," he said, rising
and taking his hat. "I will see Miss Tracy. I will ascertain her own
views. Afterwards, I will frame your defence as best I can, upon the
grounds laid down. But mark me, my good friend, I have a duty to God
and my own conscience to perform; and if I should fail of convincing
the jury of your innocence, I will tell the whole to the advisers of
her majesty."
"But you have promised--you have pledged your honour!" cried Chandos.
The barrister wrung his hand hard. "Remind me of that afterwards," he
said, "and I will prove my confidence in your innocence by fighting
you." Without waiting for a word of reply, he retired.
CHAPTER XXIV.
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