A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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"You will think it strange, my dear Miss Tracy," was the commencement,
"that I should venture to write to you; but you have not only taken a
kind interest in me, and in feelings which I know you saw without
pain; but you also interested yourself much in the poor of my parish,
and in the schools which I had established. However, I will not make
an excuse which is not sincere for writing to you, for I have no one
to whom I can pour out the feelings of my heart but yourself; and I
should have written had my poor and my schools been out of the
question. Your sister, of course, I cannot venture to address, though
I should wish her to know that morning and night I offer earnest
prayers for her happiness, and beseech Him from whom alone all good
things come to avert those evils from her which I, perhaps weakly,
apprehend. I would not have her made aware of the sorrow and
disappointment I myself endure; for, if hers is a cup of joy, the
grief of a friend would but turn the sweet drops to bitterness; and if
it be already bitter, I would not for anything that earth can give add
to the sorrow of one so well deserving happiness."
After some further expressions of the same kind, he went on to say,
"Do not suppose, however, my dear Miss Tracy, that I give myself up to
grief; I trust that my religious feelings are too strong for that. I
struggle hard to cast all sorrowful thoughts from my mind. I occupy
myself all day in the duties of the small living I hold in this part
of the diocese, and I leave nothing undone--not to drive your sister
from my mind, but--to reconcile myself to the knowledge that she is
lost to me for ever, and to bow my heart humbly before the will of
God. Nevertheless, I think it will be wise for me, in all respects,
not to return to Northferry for some months; for I must avoid
everything that can reawaken regret and make me discontented with the
lot which it has pleased God to assign to me. Under these
circumstances, I will request you, in your kindness, to do one or two
things for me in the parish; for my curate, though an excellent man,
has not much experience, and moreover cannot be so well acquainted
with the wants and character of the people of the place as yourself."
I will not pause upon all the details he gave, nor mention whom he
recommended to Rose's bounty, nor to whom he called Mr. Tracy's
attention; but will proceed at once to another part of the letter,
which was the only portion thereof in which Rose could be said to have
a personal interest.
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