A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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"Oh! yes, it might be worse. To be condemned to perfect solitude, and
silence too, with nothing but thought, thought, thought, rolling one
upon the other, like the eternal billows of a dark and gloomy sea: not
a sight for the eye, not a sound for the ear, till the one became
blind, the other deaf, for want of objects. It is horrible! What
monster could devise such a means of starving the senses one by one,
till the living death of hopeless idiocy became the wretch's fate?
What were the cord, or the axe, or the rack itself to that? Yet,
even that might have an aggravation--if there were guilt upon
the mind--some dark terrible crime--murder!--the death of a
fellow-creature, sent before to be our accuser at God's throne! What
awful storms would then move that black ocean of thought, prolonged
through the whole of life! What would it be with me, even through
three or four short days, when, innocent as I am, the passing of these
solitary hours is well nigh intolerable.--Innocent as I am! Who is
innocent? Who can lay his hand upon his heart, with God and his own
conscience to witness, and say, 'I am innocent; I have done no
wrong?'--Who can arraign the decree of the Almighty which strikes him
for many a hidden fault, through the instrumentality of the false
judgment or iniquitous persecution of his fellow-man? Not I, for one! I
raised my hand against Lord Overton unjustly; I shed his blood, though
I did not take his life; I was a murderer in intention, if not in act;
and now I am accused of--perhaps may suffer for--the death of one whom
I would have shed my own blood to defend. The ways of God are strange
and wonderful, but very just.
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