A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Fiction
His own case had, in his eyes, seemed of immense importance not many
hours before. It had connected itself, in his imagination, with the
general administration of justice: it seemed to affect millions in its
chances and results. But now, in the midst of that wide ocean of life,
and feelings, and interests, all separate, all alone, yet all
connected with each other, it lost its magnitude, and seemed small
and insignificant in the diversified infinite around. "Birch,
pastry-cook;" "Gobble, mercer;" "Walker, fish-monger;" what was the
trial of Chandos Winslow to them? A tart, a yard of silk, a red
mullet, was of much more importance to each. And what more did care
any of the many who rushed past like ripples on a quick stream? Verily
there is truth in the saying, that the greatest solitude is in
multitudes; for there each man raises a thorny hedge of selfishness
around him, which excludes every other human being except the few for
whom he will be pleased to open the wicket.
On arriving at the dull-looking inn where the coach stopped, the young
wanderer paid his fare, sought a bed-room, removed the dusty garments
in which he had travelled, and set out for the other end of the town.
As he passed through some small, quiet squares of smoked brick houses,
and escaped from the pressure of the multitude, Chandos, for the first
time, began to ask himself, what was the object of his visit, and what
the excuse he was to make for so speedy an appearance at General
Tracy's house. He went to see Rose Tracy--to hear of her, if not to
see her. But what could he say when he did see her? How was he to act
towards her?--how towards her uncle and her father? Though Mr. Tracy
might be ruined, yet Emily and Rose were the co-heiresses of their
uncle, a man of ample fortune; and Chandos could not shut his ears to
the question, Was he--just tried for murder, and acquitted on evidence
which must soon be proved to have been given in error--he whose
pittance, originally so small, had been further diminished by an
expensive trial--was he in a position to ask the hand or seek the
promise of one of General Tracy's nieces? He found it difficult to
answer. Then he inquired what he should assign as his motive for
following the family at once to London; and he thought of many things,
but at length determined to trust to chance, as, perhaps, was the
wisest plan.
Ah! that chapter of accidents, with its manifold pages, how often do
its magic spells relieve poor mortals from their greatest
difficulties! What wonders has it not done for every man! Which man
amongst us, if he were to look back through life with sane and
scrutinizing eyes, would not find that far more than one-half of all
his successes--far more than one-half of all his reverses--far more
than one-half of all that has befallen him in life, is attributable to
that broad chapter of accidents, and not to his own efforts, his own
errors, or his own fore-thought.
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