A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIVJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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A Whim, and Its Consequences: Collection of British Authors Vol. CXIV
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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To one person, indeed, amongst those who were carried along after the
corpse, the whole was full of awe. He knew that his father had lived
as if the world were all: he knew not if he had died in the hope of
another; and the lessons early implanted in his heart by a mother's
voice, made that consideration a terrible one for him. Then, too, the
gaping crowd was painful to him. And oh, what he felt when the little
village boys ran along laughing and pointing by the side of the
funeral train!
They reached the gates of the churchyard, which was wide and well
tenanted; and there the coffin had to be taken out, and Chandos stood
side by side with his brother. Neither spoke to, neither looked at,
the other. It was a terrible thing to behold that want of sympathy
between two so nearly allied at the funeral of a father; but the eye
that most marked it, saw that the one was full of deep and sorrowful
thoughts, the other of fierce and angry passions.
The moment after, rose upon the air, pronounced by the powerful voice
of the village curate, those words of bright but awful hope, "I am the
resurrection and the life, saith the Lord, he that believeth in me,
though he were dead, yet shall he live, and whosoever liveth and
believeth in me, shall never die." That solemn and impressive service,
the most beautiful and appropriate, the most elevating, yet the most
subduing that ever was composed--the burial office of the English
church--proceeded; and Chandos Winslow lost himself completely in the
ideas that it awakened. But little manifested were many of those
ideas, it is true; but they were only on that account the more
absorbing; and when the words, "Earth to earth, ashes to ashes, dust
to dust; in the sure and certain hope of the resurrection to eternal
life," sounded in his ears, a shudder passed over him as he asked
himself--"Had he such a hope?"
Most different were the feelings of the man who stood by his side. The
customs of the world, the habits of good society put a restraint upon
him; but, with a strange perversion of the true meaning of the words
he heard, and a false application of them to his own circumstances, he
fancied that he was virtuous and religious when he refrained, even
there, from venting his anger in any shape upon its object; and heard
the sentences of the Psalmist, as a. sort of laudation of his own
forbearance. When the clergyman read aloud: "I will keep my mouth as
it were with a bridle, while the ungodly is in my sight," he fancied
himself a second David, and reserved his wrath for the time to come.
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