A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
I am afraid that Janey, being young, and shy, and strange, was a good
deal frightened, horrified, and even revolted, by her first discoveries
of what it meant to be in love. She had made tremendous discoveries in
the course of a week. She had found out that Mr Rosendale, her husband,
was in love with her beauty, but as indifferent to herself as any of the
persons she had quitted to give herself to him. He did not care at all
what she thought, how she felt, what she liked or disliked. He did not
care even for her comfort, or that she should be pleased and happy,
which, in the first moment even of such a union, and out of pure
self-regard to make a woman more agreeable to himself, a man--even the
most brutal--generally regards more or less. He was, perhaps, not aware
that he did not regard it. He took it for granted that, being his wife,
she would naturally be pleased with what pleased him, and his mind went
no further than this.
Therefore, as far as Janey liked the things he liked, all went well
enough. She had these, but no other. Her wishes were not consulted
further, nor did he know that he failed in any way towards her. He had
little to say to her, except expressions of admiration. When he was not
telling her that she was a little beauty, or admiring her pretty hair,
her pretty eyes, the softness of her skin, and the smallness of her
waist, he had nothing to say. He read his paper, disappearing behind it
in the morning; he went to sleep after his midday meal (for the weather
was warm;) he played billiards in the evening in the hotels to which he
took her on their wedding journey; or he overwhelmed her with caresses
from which she shrank in disgust, almost in terror. That was all that
being in love meant, she found; and to say that she was disappointed
cruelly was to express in the very mildest way the dreadful downfall of
all her expectations and hopes which happened to Janey before she had
been seven days a wife. It is not disagreeable to be told that you are a
little beauty, prettier than any one else. Janey would have been very
well pleased to put up with that; but to be petted like a little lapdog
and then left as a lapdog is--to be quiet and not to trouble in the
intervals of petting--was to the poor little girl, unaccustomed to love
and athirst for it, who had hoped to be loved, and to find a companion
to whom she would be truly dear, a disenchantment and disappointment
which was almost more than flesh and blood could bear.
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