A Widow's Tale, and Other StoriesOliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
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A Widow's Tale, and Other Stories
Oliphant, Mrs. (Margaret)
Fiction; Short stories
This occupied her mind while the slow train crawled from station to
station. It was the most friendly, idle, gossiping little train. It
seemed to stop at the merest signal-box to have a talk, to drink as it
were a social glass administered through that black hose, with a friend;
it stopped wherever there were a few houses, it carried little parcels,
it took up a leisurely passenger going next door, and the little
electric bell went on tingling, and the guard cried "En voiture!" and
the little bugle sounded. Janey was amused by all these little sounds
and sights, and the country all flooded with sunshine, and the flowers
everywhere, though it was only March, and dark black weather when she
had left home.
Left home! and she had no home now, anywhere, no place to take refuge
in, nobody to write to, to appeal to, to tell if she was happy or
unhappy. But Janey did not care! She felt a strange elation of ease and
relief. All alone, but everybody smiling upon her, the young mother
opposite beginning to chatter, the baby to crow to her, the nurse to
smile and approve of the _bonne petite_ dame who took so much notice of
the child. Her head was swimming, but with pleasure, and the blessed
sensation of freedom--pleasure tinctured with the exhilaration of
escape, and the thrill of fright which added to the excitement. Yet at
that moment she was certainly in no danger. He was toiling along, no
doubt, fuming and perhaps swearing, on another slow train on the other
side of Marseilles. Janey laughed to herself a little guiltily at the
thought.
And she had escaped! It was not her doing primarily. She might have gone
on all her life till she had died, but for that accident which was none
of her doing. It was destiny that had done it, fate. The cage door had
been opened and the bird had flown away. And how nice it would be to
settle down, with this little mother, just about her own age, for a
neighbour, and to help to bring the baby up! The kind, sweet faces they
all had, mother and baby and _bonne_ all smiling upon her! When Janey
looked out on the other side she saw the sea flashing in the sunshine,
the red porphyry rocks reflecting themselves in the brilliant blue, and
village after village perched upon a promontory or in the hollow of a
bay. She had never in all her life before felt that sensation of
blessedness, of being able to do what she liked, of having no one to
call her to account. She did not know where she was going, but that was
part of the pleasure. She did not want to know where she was going.
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