At length the appointed hour drew near; and I had just reached the gates
of the Luxembourg, had just desired to be shown to Benoit, when I looked
up and beheld De Walden!
"You here!" cried he, turning pale as death. "O Helen! dear rash friend!
why are you in Paris? Speak."
Here he paused, trembling with emotion. I was little less affected; but,
making a great effort, I faltered out, "My husband is prisoner here, and
I am going to him."
De Walden clasped his hands together and was silent; but his look
declared the agony of his mind.
Benoit now came to conduct me in; and De Walden, taking Juan's arm, led
him apart.
"Have you told him I am here?" said I, turning very faint, alarmed now
the moment was come which I had so delightedly anticipated.
"No: I have told him nothing."
He now put the key into a door at the bottom of a long, narrow, dark
passage, and it turned on its heavy and grating hinges.
"Some one desires to see you," said Benoit gruffly, to hide his kind
emotion; and I stood before my long estranged husband. But where was the
look of gladness? where the tone of welcome, though it might be mingled
with that of less pleasant sensations? He started, turned pale, pressed
forward to meet me; but then exclaiming in a faltering voice, "Is it
you, Helen? Rash girl! why do I see you here?" he sunk upon his
miserable bed, and hid his face from me. I stood, pale, motionless, and
silent as a statue. Was this the scene which I had painted to myself?
True, I should have been shocked, if he had approached me with extended
arms, and as if he felt that I had nothing to forget: yet I did expect
that his eye would lighten up with joyful surprise, and his quivering
lip betray the tenderness which he would but dared not express. However,
for the first time in my life, indignation and a sense of injury were
stronger than my fond woman's feeling; and I seated myself in silence on
the only chair in the room, with my proud heart swelling as if it would
burst its bounds and give me ease for ever.
"Helen!" said he at length in a subdued and dejected tone, "your
presence here distracts me. This scene, this city, are no places for
you; and oh! how unworthy am I of this exertion of love! What! must a
wretch like me expose to danger such an exalted creature as this is?"
These flattering words, though uttered from the head more than from the
heart, were a sort of balm to my wounded feelings; but I coldly replied,
"That in coming to Paris, in order to be on the spot if any danger
happened to him, I had only done what I considered as the duty of a
wife; and that now my earnest wish was to be allowed to spend part,
if not the whole of every day with him in prison, as his friend and
soother."
"Impossible! impossible!" he exclaimed, becoming much agitated.
"Why so? Benoit is disposed to be my friend."
"No matter; but tell me who is with you in this nest of villains?"
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