"And not before? How mortifying it is to me to see that you are not
afraid of leaving me so many hours at liberty to pay court to your
wife,--with whom, you know, I am desperately in love!"
"If my wife were not what she is, I should be so; and my confidence, I
assure you, is not in you, but in her."
"Besides, we shall not be alone, my lord, for I am going to challenge
you," said I, "to call on my mother."
"Agreed! And now I am flattered. Your lady, you see, thinks me a more
formidable person than you do. Suppose, my dear lady, that we go off
together, only to punish him for his weak confidence?"
"We will consider of it," said I, laughing; "and in the meanwhile we
will visit my mother."
My husband then drove off and I prepared for my walk.--When I returned,
I found Lord Charles walking up and down the room, and with a thoughtful
disturbed countenance.
"Mrs. Pendarves," cried he, "I have no patience with that infatuated
husband of yours! Here am I come on purpose to see him and for a short
time only, and yet, at the call of this equivocal French peeress, he
leaves me, and has the indecorum, too, to go away and leave me with
his beautiful wife! Tell me, do you not believe in love-powders and
philters? for surely some must have been administered to him."
"Not necessarily: my ill-health, the consequence of sorrow, and that
sorrow itself made poor Seymour's home uncomfortable to him; he did
not like to see me suffer, therefore he acquired a habit of seeking
amusement elsewhere; and the flatteries and invitations of these gay and
agreeable people have at last obtained a complete ascendency over him."
"That I see; and such people too! And to think of what the foolish man
leaves! Mrs. Pendarves, I think that if I had had such a wife as his, I
could not have left my home as he does."
"Lord Charles," replied I, "this is language which I will not listen
to; but I laugh at your self-deception. The habits of all men of the
world are similar, and alike powerful, and your wife would be left as I
am: but I assure you that I am convinced my husband loves me tenderly
notwithstanding; and I am trying, by conforming to his habits, to make
myself as agreeable to him as others are."
Lord Charles seemed about to break into violent exclamations of some
kind or other; but I stopped him, and begged to lead the way to my
mother's. He bowed respectfully, and followed me: then taking his arm, I
tried to begin the conversation I meditated; and luckily he made my task
easy by saying, "I conclude Pendarves told you how completely he beat me
at cards last night? But he has promised to give me my revenge to-night.
The truth is, I have not played picquet these two years; but before I
leave you, I expect to recover my knowledge, and to turn my visit to
account: for I have been very unsuccessful at Brookes's lately."
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