Mrs. Oswald, who was really as kind-hearted as she seemed, readily
granted the pardon which he asked, and he respectfully pressed her
offered hand to his lips. He did more; for while the carriages were
called, he suddenly disappeared, and in a moment we could have fancied
ourselves at the door of Drury-lane or Covent-garden; for the offered
services of link-boys, the cries of "Coach, coach," and "Here, your
honour," with all the different sounds, were heard in the hall; and
while the guests listened delighted to this new and unexpected
entertainment, the Oswalds were, I saw, evidently gratified at finding
that it proceeded from the talent of Lord Charles. O the unnecessary
humiliation to which pride exposes itself! Had he civilly though firmly
refused the young lady's and Mr. Oswald's request to sing, and not
discovered in the evening his haughty contempt for the company and his
host, or insulted his hostess, he needed not to have condescended to an
expiatory exhibition from which under other circumstances his pride
would have properly revolted.
Thus ended this to me disagreeable evening, which extended far into
the morning. The drive home was pleasant; for Lord Charles, having
reconciled himself to himself by his ample _amende honorable_, and by
the generous candour with which he received our reproofs, thought he
was privileged to indulge his less amiable feelings by turning some of
the company into ridicule, and exhibiting them to the very life before
us. I must own that I again felt an ungenerous pleasure in some part of
the entertainment, namely his mimicry of Lady Martindale, which I vainly
endeavoured to subdue, and I was glad that, as Pendarves rode on the
box, he did not witness my degradation. I must add, that both my mother
and myself were gratified to observe that Lord Charles forbore to mimic
our kind but vulgar host and hostess; and my mother took care to let him
know indirectly that his delicacy was not lost upon her.
Another performance was fixed for that day week; the original Letitia
Hardy, however, was expected, and most gladly did I offer to resign my
part to her. Still, I was mortified to see with how little concern
Pendarves heard me offer my resignation, and saw it accepted. Alas!
not even Lord Charles's and my mother's joy at my being removed from a
situation which they thought unworthy of me, could reconcile me to his
indifference on the subject.
The next day Lord Charles was to leave us; but I saw that his departure
was more welcome to my husband than to my mother and myself. In the
morning he had requested Pendarves to walk with him round the grounds,
and they returned, I observed, with disturbed countenances.
Lord Charles then called, and sat some time with my mother. What passed
between them I do not know; but their parting was even affectionate,
and his with me was distinguished from all our other partings by a
degree of emotion for which I could not account.
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