'Well, then, go upstairs now, and you shall tell me all about it
to-morrow,' I said persuasively.
'No, no, no,' she broke out wildly and vehemently as at first, seeming
again to lose all control of herself as she became excited. 'To-morrow
I shall be happy again, and I shall not be able to go. He cannot care
for this girl while I'm here, I know it! I am spoiling everything for
them: I want to go back to my husband, and not wait for him to come
and fetch me. Don't you see? Don't you understand?'
Even while she babbled out these secrets, ignorant who I was, her
instinct of confidence in me made her support herself on my arm, and
lean upon me as she whispered excitedly in my ear.
'Well, but it is night, and there are no trains till the morning, you
know.'
For a moment she seemed bewildered. Then with an expression of
childlike simplicity she said, 'I shall find my way. God told me I was
right to go. I can pray up here among the hills, just as I used when I
was a child, and He told me it was right.'
Luckily, perhaps, her strength was failing her even as she spoke. She
swayed unsteadily on my arm and made little resistance but a faint
murmur of protest as I half carried her back to the staircase. As her
head fell languidly against my shoulder I saw that again, as fatigue
overcame excitement, she was recovering her wandering consciousness,
and I made haste to take advantage of the fact.
'Come,' said I, 'you had better go upstairs and rest a little
while--before you start, you know.'
She looked up at me in a dreamy bewildered manner as she leant,
supported by my arms, against the staircase, and two tears, shining in
the darkness, rolled down her cheeks. 'I am afraid,' said she in a
broken whisper, 'that I shall not be able to go at all.'
Then, with a long sigh, she stood up, twined her arms within mine and
let me lead her upstairs. The door of her room was open, and the two
candles, flickering and smoking in the draught, cast moving shadows
over a disorder of dress and dainty woman's clothing flung in
confusion about the room. Babiole glanced inside and then looked up at
me in bewilderment and alarm, like one roused out of sleep to see
something strange and terrible. I wanted her to go to rest before her
memory should overtake her. So I took off her bonnet and cloak, and
profiting by the utter docility she showed me, glanced into the room
and said, in a tone of authority, such as one would use to a child--
'Now, I shall come upstairs again in exactly five minutes and shall
knock at your door. If you are in bed by that time you are to call out
"good-night." If you are not, I shall wake your mother up, and send
her to you. Now will you do as I tell you?'
'Yes, yes,' said she meekly.
'Then good-night.'
'Good-night, Mr. Maude.'
She knew me then; but I somehow fancied, from the old-fashioned
demureness with which she gave her hand, that she believed herself to
be once more the little maid of Craigendarroch, and me to be her old
master.
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