Next day Babiole did not appear at breakfast, and her mother said she
was in a state of deep depression, and must, her mother thought by her
manner, have had a fright in the night. I was very anxious to see her
again, and to find out how much she remembered of our nocturnal
adventure. So anxious was I, in fact, that I forgot all about my
appointment at Oak Lodge at eleven, and it was not until Mrs. Ellmer
and I were having luncheon at two that I was suddenly reminded of my
neglect in a rather summary fashion by being presented by Ferguson
with a note directed in my _fiancée's_ handwriting, and told that a
messenger was waiting. I opened it, conscience-stricken, but hardly
prepared for the blow it contained. This was the note:--
DEAR MR. MAUDE--[The opening was portentous] It is with
feelings of acute pain that I address thus formally a gentleman
in whom I once thought I had had the good fortune to discover a
heart, and more especially a mind, to which I could in all
things submit the control of my own weaker and more frivolous
nature. [Lucy Farington frivolous! Shades of Aristotle and
Bacon!] For some time past I have begun to feel that I was
deceived. I do not for a moment mean that you intended
deception, but that, in my anxiety to believe the best, I
deceived myself. Your growing indifference to the dearest
wishes of my heart, culminating in your positive non-appearance
this morning (when I had prepared a little surprise for you in
shape of a meeting with Mr. Finch, the architect, with his
designs for a model self-supporting village laundry), leave
hardly any room for doubt that our views of life are too
hopelessly dissimilar for us to hope to embark happily in
matrimony. If this is indeed the case, with much regret I will
give you back your liberty, and request the return of my
perhaps foolishly fond letters. If, on the other hand, you are
not willing that all should be at an end between us, I beg that
you will come to me in the pony carriage which will await your
orders.--I remain, dear Mr. Maude, with my sincerest apologies
if I have been unduly hasty, yours most sincerely,
LUCY FARINGTON.
My first emotion was one of anger against the girl for being such a
fool; my second was of thankfulness to her for being so wise. I should
have liked, in pique, to have straightway got those letters, which she
was mistaken in considering compromisingly affectionate, to have made
them into a small but neat parcel and despatched them forthwith.
Instead of this, I excused myself to Mrs. Ellmer, went into the study
in a state of excitement, half pain and half relief, and wrote a note.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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