'Oh, but it was. Charity that was real, full of heart and warmth and
kindness, that made the world a new place and life a new thing. Why,
Mr. Maude, do you know what happened that night when you met us in the
cold, outside the theatre at Aberdeen, when the manager had told us he
didn't want us any more, and we knew that we had hardly money enough
when we had paid for our lodging for that week to find us food for the
next?'
There was colour enough in her face now, as she clasped her hands
together and leant forward upon the table, with her blue eyes
glistening, her sensitive lips quivering slightly, and a most sweet
expression of affection and gratitude illuminating her whole face. I
gave her only an inarticulate, guttural murmur for answer, and she
went on with a thrill in her voice.
'You spoke first, and mamma hurried on, not knowing your voice, and
of course I went with her. But though I scarcely looked at you, and
certainly did not recognise you, there was something in your manner,
in the sound of your voice, though I couldn't hear what you
said--something kind, something chivalrous, that seemed to speak to
one's heart, and made me sorry she didn't stop. And then, you know,
you came after us, and spoke again; and I heard what you said that
time, and I whispered to mamma who you were. And then, while you were
talking to her, and I only stood and listened, I felt suddenly quite
happy, for a minute before I had wondered where the help was coming
from, and now I knew. And I was right you see.' She bent her head,
with an earnest face, to emphasise her words. 'So that when poor mamma
used to warn me afterwards of the wickedness of men it all meant
nothing to me. For I only knew one man, and he was everything that
was good and noble, giving us shelter and sympathy and beautiful
delicate kindness; and to me time and thought and care that made me,
out of a little ignorant girl, a thinking woman. If that was not
charity, what was it?'
Now I could have told her what it was; indeed with that little tender
flower-face looking so ardently up into mine it did really need a
strong effort not to tell her. In the flow of her grateful
recollections she had forgotten that, the grandfatherly manner I had
cultivated for so long perhaps aiding her; but I think, as I kept
silence, a flash of the truth came to her, for she grew suddenly shy,
and instead of going on with the list of my benefactions, as
she had been evidently prepared to do, she took up the lace
pocket-handkerchief which had been one of my gifts to Miss Farington,
and became deeply interested in the pattern of the border. After a
pause she continued in a much more self-controlled manner.
'If Miss Farington's charity had been real, she would have been
interested in the people you had been kind to.'
'Now you do the poor girl injustice. She took the greatest possible
interest in you, for she was jealous.'
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