the back--that surely Providence might trust me with my wistful but
well-conducted happiness a little longer. And all the time I knew that
my solicitous questionings of sky and snow were futile and foolish,
that I was carrying the death-warrant of my dangerous felicity in my
pocket, and that if I had a spark of sense or manliness left in my
wool-gathering old head, I ought to be heartily glad of it.
The notion of the death-warrant disturbed me, however, and when I
burst into the drawing room where Mrs. Ellmer was darning a handsome
old tapestry curtain, and looking, with her worn delicate face, pink
with interest, rather pretty over it, I felt nervous as I asked for
Babiole. She entered behind me before the question was out of my
mouth, and I put the letter into her hands without another word, and
retreated to one of the windows while she opened and read it. She was
moved too, and her little fingers shook as they tore the envelope. I
felt so guiltily anxious to know whether she was pleased that I was
afraid if I glanced in her direction she would look up suddenly and
detect my meanness. So I looked out of the window and watched the snow
collecting on the branches of the firs outside, while Mrs. Ellmer,
without pausing in her work, wondered volubly whether Fabian wasn't
ashamed of himself for having left his wife so long without a letter,
and would like to know what he had got to say for himself now he had
written. Then suddenly the mother gave a little piercing cry, and I,
turning at once, saw that Babiole, standing on the same spot where I
had seen her last, and holding her husband's letter tightly clenched
in her hands, seemed to have changed in a moment from a young, sweet,
and beautiful woman into a livid and haggard old one. She had lost all
command of the muscles of her face, and while her eyes, from which the
dewy blue had faded, stared out before her in a meaningless gaze, the
pallid lips of her open mouth twitched convulsively, although she did
not attempt to utter a word.
Her mother was by her side in a moment, while I stood looking stupidly
on, articulating hoarsely and with difficulty--
'The letter! Is it the letter!'
Mrs. Ellmer snatched the paper out of her daughter's hands so
violently that she tore it, and supporting Babiole with one arm, read
the letter through to the end, while I kept my eyes fixed upon her in
a tumult of feelings I did not dare to analyse. As she read the last
word she tossed it over to me with her light eyes flashing like steel.
'Read it, read it!' she cried, as the paper fell at my feet. 'See what
sort of a husband you have given my poor child!'
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