Then there were inquiries to be held, and a great deal of elaborate
fuss and formality to be gone through before the bodies of my poor
friend and his crazy assailant could be laid quietly to rest. I sent
the two widowed ladies away to Scarborough to recover from the effects
of the torturing interrogatories of high-dried Scotch functionaries
and gave myself up to a week of the most dismal wretchedness I ever
remember to have endured, until the half-dozen judicial individuals
who questioned me at various times and in various ways concerning
details, of most of which I was entirely ignorant, succeeded in
reducing me to a state of abject imbecility in which I answered
whatever they pleased, and went very near to implicating myself in
the double catastrophe which was the subject of the inquiry. A tragic
occurrence must always have for the commonplace mind an element of
mystery; if that element is not afforded by the circumstances of the
case, it must be introduced by conjecture and ingenious
cross-questioning of witnesses. Therefore, when at last the 'inquiry'
was ended, and victim and assailant were both buried in Glenmuick
churchyard amid the stolid interest of a little crowd of Highland
women and children, I found that I had become the object of a morbid
curiosity and horror as the central figure of what had already become
a very ugly story.
I suppose that Fabian's death, the terrible circumstances which
surrounded it, and the barrier they formed between myself and Babiole,
combined to make me more sensitive than of old. It is certain that
popular opinion, about which I had never before cared one straw, now
began to affect me strangely; that my solitude became loneliness, and
although the old wander-fever burned in me no longer, I began to feel
that the mountains oppressed me, and the prospect of being snowed up
with my books and my beasts, as I had been many times before, lowered
in my horizon like a fear of imprisonment. I had heard nothing from
Babiole except through her mother, whose letters were filled with
minute accounts of the paralysing effect her husband's death seemed to
have had upon the younger lady. These tidings struck me with dismay! I
began to feel that I had underestimated the effect that such a shock
would have on a keenly sensitive nature, and to fear that his tragic
death had perhaps done more to reinstate Fabian in the place he had
first held in her heart than years of penitent devotion could have
done. This conjecture became almost conviction when, just as I had
found a pretext on which to visit the ladies, I received a letter
from Babiole herself which struck all my hopes and plans to the
ground. It was written in such a constrained manner that the
carefully-chosen expressions of gratitude and affection sounded cold
and formal; while the purport of the letter stood out as precise and
clear as a sentence of death to me. She was going away. She found it
impossible to impose longer upon my generosity, and she had obtained
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