England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
"No answer," Vansittart said to the boy. Then he turned, his face pale,
his lips twitching, and saying, "Come in for a moment," he took Joan’s
hand and led her back indoors, through the hall into the morning-room,
where they had but just been laughing over their breakfast like two
happy children.
"I must catch the next train to town, dearest, my lawyer wants me on
important business connected with the settlements," he said. "Yes!
Really, that is all! Am I pale? I confess that the sight of a telegram
always upsets me--I am not as stolid as I seem. And now, darling, I
must be off at once, if I mean to catch the next train!"
He embraced her fondly, adjured her to be most careful of herself,
suggested that she should keep to the grounds while he was away--he did
not like her "wandering about the country alone"--and promising to
return as soon as his legal business was over, he left her.
She stood at the door watching the dog-cart speed away through the park
until it disappeared into the avenue of limes; then feeling as if her
heart were a huge leaden weight within her breast, she went to her
boudoir, a room Vansittart had had refurnished for her in white and pale
blue, and where they had sat together since their arrival when they were
not out of doors. It was one of those close, thundery summer days which
encourage gloom; and as she flung aside her hat and gloves and sank
hopelessly into a chair, she wondered how she would contrive to get
through those hours before his return.
Evidently Vansittart had become not only all in all to her, but she
hardly dared face life without him. A nervous terror seized upon her.
She felt, as she looked fearfully round, as if mocking spirits were
rejoicing to find her without his protecting presence. Faint, jeering
laughter seemed in the air, or was it only a singing in her ears?
"If I don’t fight this awful feeling, he will find me mad when he comes
home!" she wildly thought. So she rang the bell, and asked for the
housekeeper, who presently came in in a brand-new, rustling silk, a
little fluttered. But she felt gratified by her mistress asking so
sweetly to be "shown everything," and the hours before the luncheon bell
rang were whiled away by an inspection of the mansion and its contents
from offices to attics and lumber-rooms.
Then came luncheon in the big, pompous dining-room: luncheon alone, with
strange-looking ancestors painted by Vandyck, Lely, and others, gazing
grimly out upon the slim girl in the white frock sitting in solitary
grandeur at the table, obsequious men-servants in solemn, silent
attendance. After that ordeal she felt she could bear no more, and
tying on her hat fled into the grounds.
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