England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
The honeymoon was waning in the most dismal of fashions. The house was
wrapped in gloom. Joan had recovered consciousness to suffer agonies of
pain, and fall into the delirium of fever. The prolonged chill of being
the sport of the storm, with so terrible a shock to follow, had resulted
in pneumonia. A specialist was summoned from town. He gave no hope.
When his fiat was pronounced a look of relief came upon Vansittart’s
worn, lined features. The specialist went away wondering, but old
Doctor Walters understood.
Then the stricken husband took up his position at his wife’s pillow, and
banished every one. Whatever his life might contain in the future of
hideous retrospection, for those few short hours left he would watch his
erring darling yield up her soul to the great Judge who alone knew the
frail clay he had made, without any human soul witnessing his agony.
Joan had been raving, madly, incoherently of the past and present,
tossing and writhing, now and then clamouring and groaning. But a few
minutes after Vansittart had banished the nurses and taken up his
position by her side, she seemed to grow calmer.
Was it possible that at least she might die in peace, free from those
horrible fantasies, those cruel pains?
He watched her anxiously hour after hour. As the delirium abated the
restlessness ceased, and she seemed to fall asleep. He had come to her
at midnight. When the grey dawn crept into the room Joan was asleep,
and as he lay and gazed wearily at her, his head drooped until it rested
on the pillow.
After a succession of wild, tormenting dreams--a purgatory of horrible
physical sufferings--Joan slept. She was vaguely conscious of
Vansittart’s nearness, vaguely sensible that relief had come. The sleep
was like heaven after hell.
Then at last another kind of dream was added to her sense of slumber.
She felt that something greater and nobler had been added to her life,
and that it was all around and about. In the tremendous vastness and
solidity of the new influence all seemed petty, small; she knew that
she, Vansittart, Mercier, Vera, all were but dancing specks in a
gorgeous sunlight.....
Vansittart awoke with a start, a feeling of guilt, fear, and a pain in
his arm from some heavy weight.
Then a horrible cry startled the nurse who was keeping vigil in the next
room. She rushed in and up to the bed.
* * * * *
The following day three stalwart men descended from the quick train from
London and chartered a fly to drive them to Lord Vansittart’s.
"A fine place," said one, almost regretfully--he was young, with a fresh
colour, and his errand seemed ghastly to him--as they drove in at the
open gates, past a lodge which was to all appearance empty.
"Yes," said the eldest of the trio. "Dear me," he added, looking out as
the fly passed out of the lime avenue. "What a melancholy looking
house! All the blinds down, too!"
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