England -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Murder -- Fiction
"I know," she exclaimed, and once more she beamed upon him. A brilliant
smile beautified a face which was too flushed for health; sudden pallor
at the tale of the rose was succeeded by a burning glow. "And now,
there they are, beginning another dance. I want to dance. I want to
live; to enjoy life. Can’t you imagine it? For ever so long I have
been thinking myself a perfect wretch, not eligible, like other people,
for the ordinary joys of life; and now that I find out I am not, that no
innocent person has suffered for my absurd and ridiculous folly, I want
to be happy. Oh! let me be, if only for to-night."
"Joan, that is hardly just, not to know that there is only one thing in
this world I really wish for, your happiness," he said, with deep
feeling. "However, do not let us have the faintest shadow between us,
when we are on the eve of belonging to each other for ever--pray don’t!
Darling, I will be careful for the future. Do you forgive me?"
"Don’t talk nonsense," she cried, with a little laugh which sounded so
gay and careless that he led her to join the dancers somewhat reassured.
As they danced onward, round and round the duke’s beautiful ballroom,
the electric light shining through the softly-tinted Bohemian glass upon
the lavish decorations of roses of all shades, from pure white to the
deepest crimson, they both almost recovered their equanimity. The deep,
yearning love in each young heart was sufficiently sun-like to dispel
all mists and shadows.
To both the evening speedily became one of unmixed delight. Once or
twice they had temporarily parted and taken other partners "for the look
of the thing." "Hating your dancing with another fellow as I do, I
would rather that, than that the frivols among them should laugh at us,"
he told her. "You know, dearest, to be in love as we are is terribly
out of date."
So they reluctantly separated for a while, to enjoy each other’s
proximity with a more subtle ecstasy afterwards. The last dance before
supper Vansittart had retained for himself. "It is more than flesh and
blood can do to give up that; besides, it is not expected of me, after
the paragraphs in the papers," he said. So, after a delightful quarter
of an hour’s gyration to the charming melody of the "Erste Geliebte"
waltz, he escorted Joan to the supper room.
It was crowded. As Vansittart led his beautiful betrothed through the
room, her pink train rustling, the jewels on her fair neck gleaming, all
eyes turned towards them as they passed. His head held proudly high, he
felt rather than saw that they were the object of general notice.
Meanwhile, every one of the small round supper tables, laid either for
two or four persons, seemed appropriated.
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