"Oh, you here! How de do!" She slipped her hand under her escort's arm
and sailed out with him. I caught the glint of the brass-bound door
under the curtains. I don't know how long I stood staring before I
started after her, to be met by the leaves of the revolving door which,
reversing its motion, projected Sarah and Jerry into the palm room
beside me.
"I have been all over the café----" Sarah began.
"Didn't you meet her?"
"In the café? I was just telling you ..."
"No, no. In the corridor, just now; they went through."
"But they couldn't," urged Sarah. "I was standing at the door of the
café with Jerry ..." The truth of the situation began to dawn on her.
"There's such a crowd, of course you missed her." Jerry began to build
up a probability by which we could sustain Sarah through the supper
which followed. We all of us talked a great deal as people will when
they are anxious not to talk of a particular thing. When we were in the
dressing room again, putting on our wraps, Sarah turned on me.
"She wasn't in the café at all," she declared.
"I never said she was. I said she went through into the corridor." In
the silence I could feel Cecelia dropping into the pit.
"Did you know the man?"
I nodded. "It was Henry Mills!"
CHAPTER VI
Before I had an opportunity to talk the incident over with Sarah, she
had seen Cecelia.
"She is perfectly furious with you," she reported. "She hasn't heard
from Mr. Mills since, and she thinks it is on your account; that you
have taken steps for breaking it off."
"Well, if she admits there was something to break off ... I tell you,
Sarah, you are fretting yourself to no purpose, the girl had been there
before."
"I'm afraid so." Sarah's taking it so much to heart was a credit to her,
but I was more curious than commiserating.
"Tell me, what is in the mind of a girl when she does things like that?
What does she get out of it?"
"Excitement, of course; the sense of being in the stir, and the feeling
of being protected. She says Mr. Mills has been kind to her. It is odd,
but she seems to think it is all right so long as it is going on; it is
only when it is broken off she can't bear it. That is why she is so
angry at you."
"There might be something in that," I conceded. "When it is broken off
she is able to realize how cheap and temporary it has been; while it is
going on she can justify it on the ground that it is going on forever.
That _would_ justify it, I suppose." I did not know how I knew this, but
lately I had discovered in myself capacities for understanding a great
many things of which I had had no experience. What concerned me was not
Cecelia's relation to the incident.
"Whatever am I going to do about going there again, to Pauline's, I
mean?"
"You can't tell!"
"And I can't go there and not tell. I've got to choose between deceiving
Pauline and condoning Henry, and I've no disposition to do either."
Sarah thought it over.
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