There was no reason why Griffin shouldn't have succeeded in musical
comedy, he had a fairish voice and had turned his gift as many times as
the minister's wife in Higgleston used to turn her black silk. It was
not more than two days or three after that, as I was coming back to my
cold room in the twilight--I had spent the day in the public library on
account of the heat--and as I was fumbling at the lock as I had been
that first evening he had spoken to me, I heard Leon Griffin come up the
stair three steps at a time, and I knew before I heard it in his voice,
that the times had turned for him. I struck out fiercely against a
sudden blankness that seemed to swim up to the eyes and throat of me.
He was trembling too as he came into the room.
"Olive," he cried, "Olive, I've turned the trick. I'm going with the
'Flim-Flams.'" That was the wretched piece we had seen together. He had
never called me by my name before, and I had no mind to correct him. In
the dusk he ran on about his engagement; they would go on the road
presently and settle for the summer in some city. I heard him speak far
from me. I was down, down in the pit of the cold room with the shabby
furniture and the bleak light that disdained it from the one high
window.
"Don't take off your things," I heard him say. "I came to get you. We'll
have a blow-out somewhere. Olive, Olive!" His quick sympathy came out,
and the excusing charm. "Oh, my dear, you're crying!"
"Griff, you're leaving me." It was as if I had accused him. I sank down
in a chair; I was dabbling at my eyes and trying to get my veil off with
cold fingers.
"Not if you feel that way about it." He came and put his arms about me
and constrained me until I leaned against his body. I knew what he was,
what a man of that stamp must be feeling and thinking, and, knowing, I
permitted it. I was crying still, I think ... his hands came fumbling
under my veil ... presently he kissed me.
"Olivia?"
"Well, Griff!"
"You know--it is for you to say if I shall leave you."
"You mean that you will give up ... but how can you, Griff; it is the
only thing that's been offered." We were sitting still on the low cot in
my room and there was no light but the dull glow of the stove and the
last trace of the day that came in at the window. We had not been out to
dinner yet, and Griffin's arm was around me. I could feel it slack a
little now as if he definitely forebore to constrain me.
"I mean, Lowe could get you a place in the chorus."
"But, Griff, I can't sing."
"You can sing enough for that, and Lowe would get you the place if--if
you belonged to me." I knew exactly what this implied, but no start
responded to it. The nerve of propriety was ached out.
"Of course I know I'm not in your class," Griff was going on. "I
wouldn't do such a thing as ask you to marry me. But I'm awfully fond
of you ... and you're up against it."
"Yes, Griff, I'm up against it."
"Your fine friends ... what would they do for you?"
"Nothing whatever."
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