The third season in New York found me in a very gratifying situation. I
had made a public for myself, and friends, not only new friends but old
ones drawn there by good fortune of their own. I had worked out my
obligation to Polatkin, though I was still on such terms with him as
allowed him to give me a good deal of advice, and for me to call him
Poly in his more human moments. I used even to go out to his house at
One Hundred and Twenty-Seventh Street to spend an hour with Mrs.
Polatkin and the several little replicas of himself, of whom, in spite
of their tendency to run mostly to nose and forehead, he was exceedingly
proud. The help he had afforded me had uncovered new layers of capacity,
to fill out satisfyingly the opportunities he created. I was a
successful actress, there was no doubt whatever that I was a success; I
would have been able to prove it by the figure of my salary. And often
when the house rocked with applause, and I was called time after time
before the curtain, I would question the high, half-lighted void. I
would look and ache and cry out inwardly. For what? Well, I suppose I
knew pretty well what I was looking for by the end of that year, though
it wasn't a thing I could say much about, even to Sarah.
Sarah and I had a flat together on Thirty-first Street. The second
winter we had played together, in a comedy Jerry had written for us,
with so much success that it was impossible that we should remain
together long. To have kept together two players of such distinguished
and equal quality would have been to miss the lustre of achievement
which they might each shed on a lesser group, wholly without any other
excuse for coherence. Our managers, too, contrived to get us not a
little advertisement out of the circumstance of our being friends and
undivided by success. There was, however, one fact known to us both,
though without any conscious communication, which we would not for
worlds have made known to an unsuspecting public; and that was that
while I was still on the hither side of my full power, Sarah had come to
the level of hers.
Sarah was always wonderful in what I call static parts, parts all of one
mood and consistency. She was notable as Portia; as Hermione, absolute.
Perhaps the greatest favourite with her public was Galatea, which,
besides being well within the average taste, allowed the greatest
display of her bodily perfection. Yet with all this, Sarah knew that she
was nearing the end of her contribution; knew it perhaps with that
prescience of the Gift itself, folding up its wings for withdrawal. I
have never been able to make up my mind whether she abandoned her
talent because she had no more use for it, or if it left her because its
time was served.
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