"Leave me?" I was still, in my mind, occupied with what now began to
seem a monstrous disloyalty to him, my obligation to Polatkin. There had
been a great deal about our new venture on the programme, even if he
hadn't seen the papers, he must have learned it as soon as he came into
the theatre.
"Unless you can go with me in an hour ... yes, my dear, I know it is
impossible...." He was silent a while, clasping and unclasping my hand
on his knee, knitting his brows and staring into the fire with the
expression of a man so long occupied with anxiety that his mind, in any
moment of release, goes back to it automatically. I stirred presently
when I saw that his perplexity had nothing to do with me. "I had a
cable in London," he said. "Heaven only knows how long they were getting
it down to the coast where they could send it; they have struck water in
the mines." I failed to get the force of the announcement except that
from the manner of his telling it, it was a great disaster. "I must
leave on the twelve twenty-three," he warned me. I did understand that.
"Oh, no, _no_! Helmeth!" I cried out. "Not now ... not so soon!" I clung
to him crying. "Stay with me to-night ... just for to-night!" We rocked
in one another's arms. I remember little broken snatches of explanation.
"I've worked _so_, Olivia ... I've worked and sweated ... and now...."
Presently he broke out again. "To have worked, and know that your work
is sound, and to be played a trick, to lose by a ghastly trick! If there
is a God, Olivia, why does He play tricks on a man like that?"
"Hush, my dear! Oh, my dear ..."
"Do you know what I've been doing since I came ashore? I've been buying
pumps, Olivia, pumps, and machinery to work them. Think of the delay;
and I'll have to ask Shane for more money ... more ... and I meant to be
paying dividends." He held me off from him fiercely with both hands.
"Olivia, suppose to-night instead of applause you had heard hisses,
and people going out, turning their backs on you in your best
lines ... oh ..." He broke off and covered his face with his hands.
I crept up to him.
"If they had, I should have come back to you, beloved. And I shouldn't
have remembered it. Oh, beloved, what are all things worth except that
they give us this?" I was on his knee now, and my hair was still in its
maiden snood as it had been in the play. I drew it softly about his
face.
"Oh, my dear, to be _this_ to me, what does it matter about the mines?
They will come straight again in a little time. But this ... this is
_now_." I could feel the yielding in his frame. He was my man and I did
what I would with him.
CHAPTER VII
Among all the devices with which we confound the Powers forever fumbling
at our lives, none must puzzle them more than the set of obligations and
interactions that go by the name of business. Unless, indeed, there is a
god of business, which I doubt.
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