It was the next Sunday morning, and all down Polk Street the
frost-bitten flower borders were a little made up for by the passage
between the shoals of maple leaves that lined the walks, of whole flocks
of bright winged, new fall hats on their way to church. Mother and Effie
were in front and two of my Sunday-school scholars had scurried up like
rabbits out of the fallen leafage and tucked themselves on either side
of my carefully held skirts. Suddenly there was a rattle of buggy wheels
on the winter roughed road; it turned in by Niles's corner and drove
directly toward us; the top was down and I made out by the quick
pricking of my blood, the Garrett bays and Helmeth with his hat off, his
hair tousled, and a bright soft tie swinging free of his vest. You saw
heads turning all along the block in discreet censure of his
unsabbatical behaviour. He recognized me almost immediately and turned
the team with intention to our side of the street. He was going to speak
to me ... he was speaking. My mother's back stiffened, she didn't know
of course. Forrie wouldn't have had the face to tell her, but how many
eyes on us up and down the street did know? A Sunday-school teacher in
the midst of her scholars ... and he had kissed me on Thursday!
"Olivia," said my mother, "do you know that young man? Such manners ...
Sunday morning, too. Well, I am glad that you had the sense to ignore
him;" and I did not know until that moment that I had.
It was because of my habit of living inwardly, I suppose, that it never
occurred to me that the incident could have any other bearing on our
relations than the secret one of confirming me in my impression of our
intimacy being on a superior, excluding footing. He had come, as I was
perfectly aware, to renew it at the point of breaking off, and this
security quite blinded me to the effect my cold reception might have
upon him. That he would fail to understand how I was hemmed and pinned
in by Taylorville, hadn't occurred to me, not even when he passed us
again on the way home from church, driving recklessly. His hat was on
this time, determinedly to one side, and he was smoking, smoking a
cigar. I thought at first he had not seen me, but he turned suddenly
when he was quite past and swept me a flourish with it held between two
fingers of the hand that touched his hat.
At that time in Taylorville no really nice young man smoked, at least
not when he would get found out. This offensiveness in the face of the
returning church-goers was too flagrant to admit even the appearance of
noticing it, but that it would be noticed, taken stock of in the general
summing up of our relation, I was sickeningly aware.
Tommy Bettersworth put one version of it for me comfortingly when he
came in the evening to take me to church.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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