"I saw you turn down that Garrett fellow this morning. Served him
right ... that and the way you behaved Thursday ... just as if you did
not find him worth rowing about. A lot of girls make a fuss, and it's
only to draw a fellow on; and now you're going to church with me the
same as usual; that'll show 'em what _I_ think of it." Now, I had clean
forgotten that Tommy might come that evening. I was whelmed with the
certainty that Helmeth Garrett had gone back to the farm after all
without seeing me; and the moment Tommy came through the gate I had one
of those rifts of lucidity in which I saw him whole and limited, pasted
flat against the background of Taylorville without any perspective of
imagination, and was taken mightily with the wish to explain to him
where he stood, once for all, outside and disconnected with anything
that was vital and important to me. But quite unexpectedly, before I
could frame a beginning, he had presented himself to me in a new light.
He was cover, something to get behind in order to exercise myself more
freely in the things he couldn't understand.
Something more was bound to come out of my relation to Helmeth Garrett;
the incident couldn't go on hanging in the air that way; and in the
meantime here was an opportunity to put it out of public attention by
going out with Tommy. It did hang in the air, however, for three days,
during which I pulsed and sickened with expectancy; by Thursday it had
reached a point where I knew that if Helmeth Garrett didn't come and
kiss me again I shouldn't be able to bear it. It was soon after sundown
that I felt him coming.
I took a great many turns in the garden, which, carrying me occasionally
out of reach of the click of the gate latch, afforded me the relief of
thinking that he might have arrived in the interval when I was out of
hearing. His approaching tread was within me. When it was just seven my
mother came out and called:
"Olivia, I promised Mrs. Endsleigh a starter of yeast; I have just
remembered. Could you take it to her?"
The Endsleigh backyard was separated from ours by a vacant lot, the
houses fronting on parallel streets; there was no sound at the gate and
mother had the bowl in a white napkin held out to me, with a long
message about where the sewing circle was to meet next Thursday.
"If any body comes,"--for the life of me I couldn't have kept that
back,--"you can tell them I'll be back in a minute," I cautioned her.
"Are you expecting anybody?"
"Only Tommy," I prevaricated, instantly and unaccountably. I saw my
mother look at me rather oddly over the tops of the glasses she had
lately assumed. On the Endsleigh's back porch I found Belle in evening
dress gathering ivy berries for her hair.
"Oh," she said, to my plain appearance, "aren't you going?"
"Going where?"
"Oh, if you don't know ... to Flora's." Belle was embarrassed.
"I hadn't heard of it."
"It's just a few friends," Belle wavered between sympathy and
superiority. "Flora is so particular...."
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