They were all there waiting for us, the Shamrocks, grouped around the
prompter's table in a dimly lit, dusty space, with a half conscious
staginess even in their informal groupings, men and women regarding me
with a queer mixture of coldness and ingratiation. I had time to take
that in, and an impression of shoppy smartness, before Manager O'Farrell
with a movement like the shuffling of cards drew us all together in a
kind of general introduction and commanded the rehearsal to begin. Well,
I went on with it as I suppose it was foregone I should as soon as I had
smelled the dust of action, which was the stale and musty cloud that
rolled up on our skirts from the floor and shook down upon our
shoulders from the wings, too unsophisticated even to guess at the
situation which the manager's air of genial hurry was so admirably
planned to cover. I read from the prompter's book--O'Farrell had
sketched the plot to me on the way over--and did my utmost to keep up
with his hasty interpolations of the business. I was feeling horribly
amateurish and awkward in the presence of these second-rate folk, whom I
took always far too seriously, and suddenly swamped in confusion at
hearing the manager call out to me from the orchestra what was meant for
instruction, in an utterly unintelligible professional jargon. McWhirter
through some notion, I suppose, of keeping his work innocuously
amateurish, had used no sort of staginess, and the phrase froze me into
mortification. With the strain of attention I was already under I could
not even make an intelligent guess at his meaning, as O'Farrell,
mistaking my hesitation, repeated it with growing peremptoriness. I
could see the rest of the cast who were on the stage with me, aware of
my embarrassment, and letting the situation fall with a kind of sulky
detachment, which struck me then, and still, as vulgar rather than
cruel. Suddenly from behind me a voice smooth and full, translated the
clipped jargon into ordinary speech. I had not time, as I moved to obey
it, for so much as a grateful glance over my shoulder, but I knew very
well that the voice had come from a young woman of about my own age,
who, as I entered at the beginning of the rehearsal, had been sitting in
the wings, taking in my introduction with the gaze of a tethered cow,
quiet, incurious, oblivious of the tether. As soon as I was free from
the first act, I got around to her.
"Thank you so much," I began. "You see I am not used----"
"Why do you care?" she wondered. "It is only a kind of slang. They all
had to learn it once."
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