Cecelia, I may remark, lived for her prettiness; she lived by it. She
had a speaking part of half a dozen lines and a dance in the Village
Green act, and her mere appearance on the street of any town where we
were billed, was good for two solid rows clear across the house. In
Cecelia's opinion this was the quintessence of art, to attract males and
keep them dangling, and to eke out her personal adornment by gifts which
she managed to extract from her admirers without having yet paid the
inestimable price for them. Married woman as I was, I was too
countrified to understand that inevitably she must finally pay it. She
had all the dewy, large-eyed softness of look that one reluctantly
disassociates from innocence, and a degree of cold, grubby calculation
which she mistook, flaunted about in fact, for chastity. It was she who
told me as much as I got to know for a great many years of Sarah
Croyden, who had already taken me with the fascination of her Gift, the
inordinate curiosity to know, to touch and to prove, which makes me
still the victim of its least elusive promise and the dupe of any poor
pretender to it. I wanted something to account for, except when she was
under the obsession of a part, her marked inadequacy to her perfect
exterior, for the rich full voice that, caught in the wind of her
genius, gripped and threatened, but ran through her ordinary
conversation as flaccid as a velvet ribbon.
She was, by Cecelia's account, the daughter of a Baptist elder in a
small New York town, strictly brought up--I could measure the weals of
the strictness upon my own heart--and had run away with an actor named
Lawrence, after one wild, brief encounter when O'Farrell had been
playing in the town. That was before Cecelia's time and she had no
report of the said Lawrence except that he was as handsome as they make
them and a regular rotter.
"She'd ought to have known," opined Cecelia--though where in her
nineteen years she could have acquired the groundwork of such knowledge
was more than I could guess--"She'd ought to have known what she was up
against by his bein' so willing to marry her. He wouldn't have put his
head in a noose like that without he had hold of the loose end of it
himself."
That he had so held it, transpired in less than a year, in the
reappearance of a former wife who turned up at his lodging one night to
wait his return from the theatre, where, no one knew by what diabolical
agency, Lawrence had word of her, and made what Cecelia called a "get
away." What passed between the two women on that occasion must have been
noteworthy, but it was sunk forever under Sarah's unfathomable rurality.
O'Farrell, who of his class was a very decent sort, had been so little
able to bear the sight of beauty in distress that he offered the poor
girl an unimportant part as an alternative to starvation, and Sarah had
very quickly settled what was to become of her by developing
extraordinary talent.
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