Criminals -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
"What are you fit for?--what any man worthy of the name is fit
for--work--hard work. Do you remember how I always told you it would be
your salvation. Well, now it has come--no longer is it a matter of
choice with you, but one of necessity. Will you be angry with me if I
say that I am glad it is all over between Hilda Marsh and you? She was
not the woman for you. She was not fit to be any poor man's wife. You
have everything before you now. In robbing you of what you had come to
think of as your inheritance, Providence befriended you--not the
opposite. Your uncle's money would have been your ruin, Gerald." His
face brightened at the sound of his name on her lips. "Yes, you know it
would. You know how weak you are, how you love pleasure,
self-indulgence--how already you have indulged your love of it far too
much. Oh, do try now, I beg of you. Let me help you if I can. I will do
anything if it will help to put you on your feet again. Who is there you
can go and see? Tell me you will try."
She had risen from her seat and was standing by his side. He looked so
dull, so heavy-eyed, so despairing.
"Gerald, this chance is thrown right in your way. Don't neglect it."
"You put new life in me, Miriam--and indeed I have tried. I have vowed
that I would overcome my weakness. And when I am with you I feel as if I
really could. But somehow, when I am alone, the feeling goes, and I
can't go on. You know I am not religious, but I tell you I have prayed
for help to do what you would have me do. But it hasn't come to me. Life
is too much for me alone. If I had you to help me----"
"I will help you!"
"Oh, Miriam, if only you would--if I could think that I should have you
by me, that you would not leave me, I believe I could succeed, Miriam."
He looked at her, and took her hand and grasped it hard. "I know I am a
wreck compared to what I was, that I am weak, and poor, and helpless.
You know how I am handicapped. But I feel that with you--if you would
take me--life would all be different. I could work for you. With you I
should feel safe, without you I am doomed. Will you take pity on
me?--will you marry me, Miriam?"
She looked at him and smiled so sadly.
"I will help you, Gerald. I will stay beside you--always. Your life
shall be my life--but not because I pity you, Gerald--because I love
you!"
PART II.
CHAPTER I.
5A, ROSARY MANSIONS.
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