Criminals -- Fiction; Inheritance and succession -- Fiction; London (England) -- Fiction; Siblings -- Fiction
"Indeed, my dear, you'll do nothing of the kind. You'd spoil him
altogether, that's what you'd do. I understand Augustine and he
understands me. He'd break out in all sorts of fresh places with any
other treatment than what I give him. Besides, he likes to be alone--he
always says I'm the only woman he could stand. Not that he means it, you
know--he doesn't. He thinks all women a nuisance, except when he's
ill--then he's glad enough to have 'em, I can tell you. Now, dear, I
must really go. I shall have tea at the Stores. Who's that at the door I
wonder?--let me get out of sight. Good-bye, Miriam dear."
She kissed her and hurried off. They were in the dining-room. Miriam
remained where she was, awaiting the announcement of her visitor whoever
it might prove to be.
The name brought in to her was that of "Mrs. Latham."
"Mrs. Latham?" she repeated to herself. "I don't know any Mrs. Latham."
She went into the little drawing-room. Her visitor was closely veiled
and in the deepest black. She looked at her.
"You don't know me, Miriam?"
"Hilda! Is it you? Mrs. Latham!--but---"
"Yes, Miriam, I am Mrs. Latham. But my husband is dead. He died only a
month ago!"
"It is only a year since Gerald died."
"Poor Gerald--did he forgive me for leaving him?"
"He never forgot--I cannot say whether he forgave. Your name was last on
his lips--not mine!"
"My name? And you were so good to him? Miriam, will _you_ forgive?"
"I--yes, I forgive. It was him you wronged more than me, for I could
guide my life--he couldn't. He was weak, helpless--little more than a
child. And you led him further astray, Hilda. And yet he loved you as he
never loved me, even at the end."
"Oh, Miriam, you don't know what I've suffered. I am not so wholly to
blame as you think. You don't know what my life was--from the merest
child I was neglected. I was never taught to care save for myself. I was
pampered, spoiled, allowed to run utterly wild. My only teaching was to
put a value on myself--to see to it that I secured the biggest prize in
marriage. You cannot afterwards undo the evil done by an up-bringing
such as mine. And my instincts were never for good, Miriam. I secured
through John Dundas all that I craved, riches, position, ease, gaiety.
And when I lost them, remember, I lost what was to me all. Gerald loved
me I know; yes, and I loved him as much as it was in me to love any man.
I could not resist the temptation that assailed me. But I was prepared
to do my duty by him, Miriam. I would have gone on loving him. I would
have been with him at the end--"
"Why, then, did you leave him?"
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