A Woman's Life-Work — Labors and Experiences of Laura S. HavilandHaviland, Laura S. (Laura Smith)
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A Woman's Life-Work — Labors and Experiences of Laura S. Haviland
Haviland, Laura S. (Laura Smith)
Freed persons; Haviland, Laura S. (Laura Smith), 1808-1898; Underground Railroad
"Oh, dear, that was the only thing that saved your life. If you had
stirred a particle they would have torn you in pieces. I was so anxious
to have Ann see you, I forgot the hounds until I started back, and I
liked to have fainted, for I know they were awful. I liked to have
screamed out 'God have mercy on that dear friend,' for I was 'most sure
I'd find you killed."
"Oh, no, the Lord has preserved me, and I am not harmed." She was so
badly frightened that it was some time before her voice ceased
trembling; but He who is ever present with his trusting children was
there.
Arrangements were made for Ann to go North, but if a word of suspicion
was heard, I told her she must defer going to a future time; that she
must go as her brother went, perfectly independent of any one, which
she was confident of doing; but she wished to go on the same boat with
me, if no one else was going from their city. I learned through her
friend that she was overheard to ask a friend of hers for a shawl for a
journey. I sent her word to abandon the idea of going then at once;
that I should take the first boat for home.
She did not obtain her freedom until after her mother's death, two or
three years later. I did not regard the trip lost, painful as it was.
There was on the boat a sad couple, taken from a number of their
children by a young beardless boy, perhaps eighteen or twenty, small
and slender. I noticed them frequently in tears. They were noticed by a
few of the passengers, who made remarks about the sad faces of those
negroes. Said one heartless woman, "Look at that nigger cryin'. I don't
see what she's cryin' about; she's got her young one and man to her
heels." I carelessly watched for an opportunity to speak with one or
both of these children of sorrow. As they sat on a pile of cable on the
rear deck I caught the opportunity to inquire where they were going.
"We don't know; our young massa got to frettin', an' ole massa gib us
to him and some money, an' tole him to go. We lef' three bigger chillun
behin'; never 'spects to see 'em ag'in; I wish he'd buy a plantation
somewhar, so we could go to work; 'pears like thar's no comfort for us
poor people, only when we's got work, an' stops studyin' so much."
As the tears began to fall thick and fast, I took them by the hand and
told them Jesus was the friend of the poor, and he had many followers
who also remembered them in prayer. And he knew of their sorrow, and as
they went to him he would comfort their sorrowing hearts. Pointing to
his wife, he said, "She knows that, and I wish I did." I charged them
to make no mention of my having spoken to them. For while they were
slaves, I was not free. This young man with his heavy-hearted couple
left our boat at Pine Bluff.
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