A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
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A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.
Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
Women physicians -- United States -- Biography; Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth), 1829-1902
I had gone to take her to our home in response to a letter from Dr.
Blackwell commending her to our care. The letter had come late the
night before, and I had not realized the forlornness to her of being
in a hotel over night in a strange city.
How condemned I felt for this thoughtlessness as I looked into the
tearful eyes of the lonely foreigner who did not feel at home in
English, and who had found no one to greet her in her own language
until I ventured my crude German! Her eyes kindled into smiles at that
and our years of close friendship were begun.]
I met with a most cordial reception in the college. The dean (Dr.
John J. Delamater) received me like a father, and from the first day
I felt perfectly at home. All was going on well. I had a home at Mrs.
Severance’s, and despite my mutilated English I found many friends in
the college, when suddenly circumstances changed everything.
Some changes occurred in Mr. Severance’s business and he was forced
in consequence to give up housekeeping. At that time I did not know
that the Physiological Society was ready to lend me money, and I was
therefore in great distress.
I never experienced so bitter a day as that on which Mrs. Severance
told me that I could stay with her no longer. It was but five weeks
after my arrival, and I was not able to make myself understood in the
English language, which was like chaos to me. On the same day I well
remember that for the first time in my life I made an unsuccessful
attempt to borrow money; and because it was the first and the last
time, it was the more painful to me to be refused. I envied the dog
that lived and was happy without troubling his brain; I envied the
kitchen-maid who did her work mechanically and seemed to enjoy life far
more than those fitted by nature for something higher.
Mrs. Severance secured a boarding place for me for the rest of the
winter and paid my board, amounting to thirty-three dollars, from the
funds of the society. I lived quietly by myself; studied six hours
daily at home, with four dictionaries by me; attended six lectures a
day, and went in the evening for three hours to the dissecting rooms.
[Dr. Blackwell, again writing to her sister Emily on November 13th,
says: A pleasant circumstance occurred to my German, Dr. Zakrzewska.
I arranged a Cleveland course for her, and she entered two weeks ago.
She met a very friendly reception, and found that Dr. Kirtland is in
correspondence with Professor Müller of Berlin, and he had mentioned
her in some of his letters in such high terms that the faculty told
her that if she would qualify herself for examination in surgery and
chemistry and write an English thesis, they would graduate her at the
end of this term. Of course, she is studying with might and main, and
will, I have no doubt, succeed; so we may reckon on a little group of
three next year. That will be quite encouraging.]
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