A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
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A Woman's Quest: The life of Marie E. Zakrzewska, M.D.
Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth)
Women physicians -- United States -- Biography; Zakrzewska, Marie E. (Marie Elizabeth), 1829-1902
New Year’s Day, 1856, was cold and windy and brought a snowstorm. The
lake opposite the house presented a sad and terrible aspect in the
presence of an icebound schooner with several dead sailors covered
with ice and hanging in its rigging. Attempts to reach the vessel in
small boats had failed, and a number of sturdy, sympathizing men were
standing on the shore discussing plans for relief that still might be
given to some unseen fellow beings on board.
As the day was no holiday, I, of course, had to go to college. But it
was a bitter day. I thought my first winter in Cleveland was a severe
one, but this was cruelly so and it continued till late in March.
The first ten weeks of the year were spent very industriously by me in
preparing to pass my examinations, after my thesis was accepted. The
latter was considered exceptionally good, and was the cause of my not
failing as a candidate for a diploma, because I received only mediocre
marks in all the branches of study, even falling below the passing mark
in one branch.
I wish to make a statement of this fact here for many good reasons.
One is, that it shows the utter absurdity of giving marks or numbers
at all, for independently of my being still very awkward in English
expressions, I was, and still am, very slow in thinking out any subject
and I have a very poor mechanical memory.
Among my three companions I was very much liked when discussing or
reasoning out problems of our studies, often systematizing what seemed
to us chaotic on a first reading. They often made me the “quizzer,” and
I was not a little ashamed to hear with what readiness they gave names
and relations of organs, knowing how impossible it would be for me to
do the same.
But when it came to practical deductions or applications they always
relied upon me. I enjoyed the confidence of those professors with whom
I had practical instruction, and I had always out-patients on hand
to look after. For this latter, my companions felt they had no time,
sitting and committing to memory their lessons, and only one of them
had had any practical work in that she had lived in a “water-cure”
establishment.
I envied my three friends not a little when I found they graduated with
full marks and high honors. However, the desired diploma of “M.D.” was
also awarded to me. I felt grateful for it, intending to make the most
conscientious use of the power thus given to me and which I felt I
fully deserved, as I could not help judging my medical knowledge to be
as complete as that of any one of the forty-two graduates.
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