A Yankee in Canada, with Anti-slavery and reform papers.Thoreau, Henry David
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A Yankee in Canada, with Anti-slavery and reform papers.
Thoreau, Henry David
Brown, John, 1800-1859; Québec (Province) -- Description and travel; Slavery -- United States
three diaries, which attest, if there be need of attestation, the
eternity of the sentiment and its equality to itself through all the
variety of expression. The first is the prayer of a deaf and dumb boy.
“When my long-attached friend comes to me, I have pleasure to
converse with him, and I rejoice to pass my eyes over his
countenance; but soon I am weary of spending my time causelessly
and unimproved, and I desire to leave him (_but not in
rudeness_), because I wish to be engaged in my business. But
thou, O my Father, knowest I always delight to commune with thee
in my lone and silent heart; I am never full of thee; I am never
weary of thee; I am always desiring thee. I hunger with strong
hope and affection for thee, and I thirst for thy grace and
spirit.
“When I go to visit my friends, I must put on my best garments,
and I must think of my manner to please them. I am tired to stay
long, because my mind is not free, and they sometimes talk
gossip with me. But, O my Father, thou visitest me in my work,
and I can lift up my desires to thee, and my heart is cheered
and at rest with thy presence, and I am always alone with thee,
_and thou dost not steal my time by foolishness_. I always ask
in my heart, Where can I find thee?”
The next is a voice out of a solitude as strict and sacred as that in
which nature had isolated this eloquent mute.
“My Father, when I cannot be cheerful or happy, I can be true
and obedient, and I will not forget that joy has been, and may
still be. If there is no hour of solitude granted me, still I
will commune with thee. If I may not search out and pierce my
thought, so much the more may my living praise thee. At whatever
price, I must be alone with thee; this must be the demand I
make. These _duties_ are not the life, but the means which
enable us to show forth the life. So must I take up this cross,
and bear it willingly. Why should I feel reproved when a busy
one enters the room? I am not idle, though I sit with folded
hands; but instantly I must seek some cover. For that shame I
reprove myself. Are they only the valuable members of society
who labor to dress and feed it? Shall we never ask the aim of
all this hurry and foam, of this aimless activity? Let the
purpose for which I live be always before me; let every thought
and word go to confirm and illuminate that end; namely, that I
must become near and dear to thee; that now I am beyond the
reach of all but thee.
“How can we not be reconciled to thy will? I will know the joy
of giving to my friend the dearest treasure I have. I know that
sorrow comes not at once only. We cannot meet it, and say, now
it is overcome, but again, and yet again its flood pours over
us, and as full as at first.
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