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And he drew her once more towards him and held her there, dreaming
aloud, and murmuring: ‘Perhaps I have lived before. It must have been a
long, long time ago.... I loved you in a painful dream. You had the same
blue eyes, the same rather long face, the same youthful mien. But your
hair was carefully hidden under a linen cloth, and I never dared to
remove that cloth, because your locks seemed to me fearsome and
would have made me die. But to-day your hair is the very sweetness of
yourself. It preserves your scent, and when I kiss it, when I bury my
face in it like this, I drink in your very life.’
He kept on passing the long curls through his hands, and pressing them
to his lips, as if to squeeze from them all Albine’s blood. And after
an interval of silence, he continued: ‘It’s strange, before one’s birth,
one dreams of being born.... I was buried somewhere. I was very cold.
I could hear all the life of the world outside buzzing above me. But I
shut my ears despairingly, for I was used to my gloomy den, and enjoyed
some fearful delights in it, so that I never sought to free myself from
all the earth weighing upon my chest. Where could I have been then? Who
was it gave me light?’
He struggled to remember, while Albine now waited in fear and trembling
lest he should really do so. Smiling, she took a handful of her hair and
wound it round the young man’s neck, thus fastening him to herself. This
playful act roused him from his musings.
‘You’re right,’ he said, ‘I am yours, what does the rest matter? It was
you, was it not, who drew me out of the earth? I must have been under
this garden. What I heard were your steps rattling the little pebbles
in the path. You were looking for me, you brought down upon my head the
songs of the birds, the scent of the pinks, the warmth of the sun. I
fancied that you would find me at last. I waited a long time for you.
But I never expected that you would give yourself to me without your
veil, with your hair undone--the terrible hair which has become so
soft.’
He sat her on his lap, placing his face beside hers.
‘Do not let us talk any more. We are alone for ever. We love each
other.’
And thus in all innocence they lingered in each other’s arms; for a
long, long time did they remain there forgetfully. The sun rose higher;
and the dust of light fell hotter from the lofty boughs. The yellow and
white and crimson roses were now only a ray of their delight, a sign
of their smiles to one another. They had certainly caused buds to open
around them. The roses crowned their heads and threw garlands about
their waists. And the scent of the roses became so penetrating, so
strong with amorous emotion, that it seemed to be the scent of their own
breath.
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