Catholics -- Fiction; Clergy -- Fiction; France -- Fiction; Sin -- Christianity -- Fiction
‘We are much obliged to you, Monsieur le Curé,’ said old Bambousse, as
he escorted the priest to the door. ‘Well, they’re married now, so I
suppose you are satisfied. And they are not likely to complain, I’m
sure.... Good night, sleep well, your reverence.’
Brother Archangias had slowly risen from his seat on the old cart.
‘May the devil pile hot coals over them, and roast them!’ he murmured.
Then without again opening his lips he accompanied Abbé Mouret to the
parsonage. And he waited outside till the door was closed. Even then he
did not go off without twice looking round to make sure that the
Abbé was not coming out again. As for the priest, when he reached his
bedroom, he threw himself in his clothes upon his bed, clasping his
hands to his ears, and pressing his face to the pillow, in order that he
might shut out all sound and sight. And thus stilling his senses he fell
into death-like slumber.
VI
The next day was Sunday. As the Feast of the Exaltation of the Holy
Cross fell on a high mass day, Abbé Mouret desired to celebrate the
festival with especial solemnity. He was now full of extraordinary
devotion for the Cross, and had replaced the image of the Immaculate
Conception in his bedroom by a large crucifix of black wood, before
which he spent long hours in worship. To exalt the Cross, to plant it
before him, above all else, in a halo of glory, as the one object of
his life, gave him the strength he needed to suffer and to struggle. He
sometimes dreamed of hanging there himself, in Jesus’s place, his head
crowned with thorns, nails driven through his hands and feet, and
his side rent by spears. What a coward he must be to complain of an
imaginary wound, when God bled there from His whole body, and yet
preserved on His lips the blessed smile of the Redemption! And however
unworthy it might be, he offered up his wound as a sacrifice, ended by
falling into ecstasy, and believing that blood did really stream from
his brow and side and limbs. Those were hours of relief, for he fancied
that all the impurity within him flowed forth from his wounds. And he
then usually drew himself up with the heroism of a martyr, and longed to
be called upon to suffer the most frightful tortures, in order that he
might bear them without a quiver of the flesh.
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